I'm In Love With A Player

Realizations

I refused to give up that easily. I was angry right now but I was also hurt. I couldn't believe I was in this situation, on the verge of losing Quad. I picked up my phone again and began to text Destini.

Can I talk to him?

I was anxious as I waited for a reply...

Ion think he really wants to right now. Just let him calm down for a while.

Aight I get it.

I wanted him to talk to me. I needed him to talk to me. I had to tell him it wasn't true. My mind was clouded with bad thoughts and I was beginning to get a headache. I cut my phone off and decided to just rest. This was all too much to take in at one time. I layed down in bed and fell asleep.

I woke up and it was pitch black. I looked around what I assumed was my room searching for some light but failed. So I got up and attempted to make my way to the light switch. After tripping a few times I managed to turn on the lights and get my phone. I turned it back on and had a text from Destini. 

He said he's willing to talk to you..

My eyes widened in excitement but then the feeling slowly drifted away as a worry came over me. What if he didn't believe me? What if he didn't listen? What if we were over? I began to tear up but then quickly pushed away they bad thoughts and tried my hardest to think good ones. I quickly texted her back.

Alright. Let's go..

........

Whaddup?

Hey quad..

You wanted to talk to me?

Man can you let me explain?

Explain all you want man..

Quad what they said were LIES. I don't talk to them that way and I never have. They lied man..

Jasmine how am I supposed to be in a relationship with you if I can't trust you?

That's what I'm trying to say.. you can trust me but it's because of these niggas you think you can't. I swear Quad I love you and I wouldn't do something if I thought it would lead to me losing you.

Brauh idk, I just don't think you really ready for a relationship.

Naw this junk ain't even cool man cuz you won't fucking believe me :/ ...

Jasmine imma always have love for you no matter what but we just ain't working out.. bye man, hea destini

I was devastated.. I couldn't believe he didn't believe me. Why? I thought he trusted me.. Whatever man......

*10 minutes later*

Girl why Quad mad? Are you ok?

Yea I'm ok.... But me and quad ain't.

What you mean???

There is  no more me and quad, it's over with..

What?? Why??

He didn't believe me....:/ 

Damn man, ion know what to say to you...

Well...

Can I say sum to you without you getting mad?

Um sure...

I can kinda see why he don't believe you..

And why is that?

Cuz you kinda do talk to alot of boys, whether you talk to them "like that" or not... it's not good to talk to all them boys cuz people start to think bad about you...

Ughh man I really ain't know it was gon affect so much.. I done fucked up Destini

Ion know what to tell you Jasmine...

Aight man but thank you doe

You good girl..imma ttyl aight?

Yea.

I realize now what I did.. I wasn't innocent. I had caused this but it did really go farther than it needed to. Ugh, I can't believe I fucked up like this. I know one thing though. Imma get myself straight, nomore talking to all these niggas, not so many guy friends nomore. It's all over with. Jasmine Verrance is about to get her ass in check.