I'm In Love With A Player

Forgive and Forget?

It was Monday and this was the last week of school. Ughhh I couldn't wait to get out of here for 2 months! I woke up at 7 and got in the shower. I was catching a ride with Destini today and I didn't wanna keep her waiting. After 10 minutes of showering I got out and put on my outfit for the day. I decided to put my hair in a messy bun. I looked in the mirror and thought I looked alright so I went downstairs. It was 7:30 and Destini had just pulled up. I said bye to my mom and went outside. I got in Destini's black and gold audi and she drove off.

When we got to school the first person I saw was Jaharee. He had eager eyes and he was rushing towards me. I gave him a weird look and tried to walk around him but he grabbed the sides of my arms and pulled me in front of him. "Nigga wha-"he cut me off. "Jasmine don't say anything, I want to know why you're not talking to me but you lucky we have to go to class. I'm going to find you sometime today and WE ARE GOING TO TALK." I just stood there and looked down at his hands signaling for him to let me go. He quickly caught on and as soon as he let go I just walked away. Niggas these days are so demanding. But I was going to try my best to avoid him...

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Me and Destini had computer class today and we were waiting on the teacher. Out of no where Jaharee and his friend Ken come walking around the corner laughing and joking. Oh shit.. he turned his head and saw me. I was trying to hide behind Destini but he found me. He grabbed my arm and pulled me down the hallway and around the corner. I protested the whole time but I should've known he wouldn't budge. When we were out of everybody's sight he turned to face me. He looked mad and sad at the same time. He was just standing there and it was annoying me so I spoke up, "Dafuq you want Jaharee". "Man Jasmine I wanna know why you ain't talking to me nomore", he said. "You know what you did was dirty so I don't know why you acting like you all innocent and shit", I looked away as I spoke. He tried to grab my chin and make me look at him but I jerked away. "Look I said I was sorry", he said getting mad now. "...and you really expected me to accept your apology?" , I asked with amusement in my voice. He looked away and shook his head. "Do you forgive me Jasmine?", he said. I looked away. "Jasmine look at me". I looked at him. He had urgency in his eyes. "Lia please", he said for the final time. I just looked away again. I tried my hardest to walk around him but he wasn't having it. I was so fed up with him. "OK DAMN JAHAREE I FORGIVE YOU!!!", I said, now angry as fuck. He smiled and looked pleased with himself. I hated him -_- .. He extended his arms out for a hug and I just looked at him. He walked towards me and engulfed me in a hug. I tried to pull away but his grip on me was so tight I wasn't making a difference. So I just gave up and let him hug me. As soon as he let me go I speed walked to my computer class. I sat next to Destini and she wanted to know everything that happened. I told her and she was shocked. "Earth to Destini, this is when you're supposed to say something", I said waving my hand in front of her face. She giggled and said, "Well did you really forgive him?" I shook my head no. "Why not?", she asked. I just looked at my computer. I didn't want to talk about it anymore. How could I forgive him when he couldn't even admit he was wrong for what he did? Exactly, I couldnt....