I'm In Love With A Player

No New Niggas

I woke up the next morning and was still thinking about last night. But I wasn't trying to be in another gloomy mood. So I quickly brushed the thoughts away and went to take a shower. I turned on the hot water and got in, letting the hot water run over my body. It felt good to relax. I stayed in for a few more minutes and finally got out feeling good. I changed into some faded shorts that stopped mid-thigh, a floral tank top, and my pink chucks. I decided to go for a walk and get some fresh air. I grabbed my phone and headphones and walked out the door. I plugged my headphones in and turned on some honey cocaine. I closed my eyes then started my walk to the park.

When I got to the park it was pretty much empty which I didn't mind. I walked straight to the swings and turned off my music. I wanted peace and quiet. I closed my eyes and let the wind make the swing move. I could feel myself drifting off but I didn't care. I was almost asleep when I could hear somebody walking on the woodchips behind me. I slowly opened my eyes and turned around to see a tall dark nigga with curly hair walking onto the bed of woodchips. I looked at him but then turned back and reclosed my eyes. 

They were only closed for a few seconds before I heard somebody clear their throat from what sounded like right in front of me. I opened my eyes and had to look up because the nigga was so damn tall. When I met his eyes they were a light brown color and he had a smirk on his face. "Um yes?", I said a little annoyed. "Oh my bad, you just so fine girl", he said back still smirking. I rolled my eyes and mumbled, "Thank you". But I think my light blush was still a little obvious because he laughed. He stepped closer to me and gently grabbed my hand. He pulled on my hand signaling for me to get up. I hesitated but then I stood up. He looked in my eyes and I tried to look away but he  grabbed me by my chin and made me look back in his eyes. His gaze dropped to my lips and he whispered, "You really gorgeous doee". Our eyes were still inseparable but that ended when I quickly jerked my face away and let go of his hand. He looked at me confused but I broke the silence. "You real sweet and all, but I just ain't looking for no kinda relationship right now ok?" He gave me a blank expression in return and it was awkward. I shifted uncomfortably and he finally let out a deep sigh. "Aight ma, it's cool.", he said before he turned around and walked away.

I walked over to the swings and sat back down on one. I was in my own thoughts so I ain't even notice how late it was getting. I got up from the swings and started walking towards the park exit. While I was walking out I saw the boy who tried to talk to me earlier. He looked over right as I looked at him and he gave me a sad smile. I smiled back and kept walking. I felt kinda bad that I shot him down like that. But I wasn't trying to have no new niggas in my life no time soon. I didn't know if I was over Quad yet.. Shit. I knew I wasn't...