I'm In Love With A Player

It's hard

Lately, my mind has been really clouded. Idk... Something has been bothering me that really shouldn't. Like why? Ugh. I look over at my clock and it's 9:00am. I yawn and throw my legs out the bed letting my feet hit the cold floor. I get up and start getting ready for another day. I pick out my outfit and grab my phone before walking into the bedroom. I start playing own it by drake and hop in the shower.

*20 minutes later*

After a few minutes of showering I finally get out and look at my phone to check the time. Well it was 9:33 but a new message caught my attention. I decided not to open it yet since I needed to get dressed so I walked out the bathroom,threw my phone on the bed and got ready.

I was just about to go get my phone when somebody started blowing it up!! "Damn nigga chill", I said to my phone before picking it up. I unlocked it and saw I had Instagram notifications,kik, and several messages(mostly all from destini). I went for the messages first and laughed out loud at what I saw.

From: bestfriend <3

Aye girl get yo light skinned ass up!!

From: bestfriend <3

Bitch I know you received that shit!

From: bestfriend<3

Heffa come on!!! Wake up!!

I DIED laughing at this girl. She crazy but she make my day. I texted her back and went downstairs to get some breakfast. I popped some toaster strudels in the toaster and then my phone vibrated.

From: bestfriend <3

Girl wyd? I'm in here with quad llf we playing black ops.

There goes that weird cloudy feeling again. You understand it yet? I could not get this kid out of my head. It was weird because I was supposed to be moving on wasnt I? I mean...I bet he has.... I shook my thoughts away and decided to go to the park to clear my head.

Walking down the street I was scrolling down Instagram. I stopped at a picture of two of my old friends sitting in a really familiar booth. The background looked a whole lot like Fuddruckers. I rolled my eyes at how easily Quad came to mind. I stuffed my phone back in my pocket and had finally reached the park. I walked up to the swings and just started to think. My mind went to the time when that random ass nigga came up to me tryna get with me... And why did i reject him? Quad............

I snapped out of my thoughts and to my surprise it looked like it was getting dark. I pulled out my phone and it was already 6:00pm!! I face palmed at how careless I could be about the time then started my walk home.

Out of nowhere I heard little girly screams. I turned my head quick and through an open window I saw a few kids laughing and playing around in pajamas. I giggled then thought.. It must be a sleepover.... Destini's sleepover...the big ass fort..quad.....

This was getting ridiculous... Now it wasn't even just a matter of me being silly... It was pretty damn obvious that he had been on my mind ALL DAY. Ugh I needed to talk to my bestfriend ASAP. It's not that I was hung up on him...... I was just thinking about him..... A lot.