I'm In Love With A Player

Nothing But Problems

You ever have that feeling, when it feels like nobody is listening to you? Like you're telling the truth, but no one believes you? It hurts.. You have a guilty feeling in your stomach, even though you're  sure you didn't do anything wrong.. Atleast that's what you think.. You swear you're completely innocent and honest, but in actuality, you just haven't realized yet that there was something that you did. You're not completely innocent. And that's when the guilty feeling, the lonliness, all makes sense.

It's been two weeks since me and Quad got together. No complications, no lies, no arguments.. nothing. I was shocked. Usually, my relationships would go good for a little while, and then all of a sudden I would find hints. Hints telling me that it wasn't going to last much longer. Constant arguing, bipolar moments, getting distant... All hints that you're relationship is slowly fading away. But to my surprise, none of the above had happened to us. It seemed perfect. But I wasn't that ignorant. I knew that something was bound to go wrong. It usually did. It had to be too good to be true.

It was Friday. The day had passed by slowly without even a trace of excitement. A little unusual for a Friday but I just brushed it off and started my walk home. 

I got home and changed into my sweats and t shirt then started watching tv. Today was soo boring. I needed some action. I knew what to do, I would text Destini. I jumped up and grabbed my phone. I unlocked it and started to type a message to her.

Heyy booo, boring day huh? :/

She replied almost immediately.

Yesss mann. it was lame as hell . but girl yo bf crazy af.. he in here trippin tryna talk to you

Lmao can I talk to him for a sec?

Yes of course boo, here he is...

*Gives Quad the phone*

Hey Gorgeous

Heyy babyy. wyd?

Watching some show with destini.. pretty little liars or sum shit like that.

Omg that's my show right there, im watching it right now!!!

Well then baee i guess if you happy then im happy.

Aww well thank you hunz.

Yea, Umm, Jasmine?

Yess?

I love you

Really?..

Yess ma', ion say stuff ion mean

I love you too Quad

Awwee bae well here go destini

Kk bye babez

He said he loved me.. Something in me told me that he meant it. And I had a feeling in me when I said it back. I felt all warm or whatever. My stomach tingled. It was like that time I had a severe case of butterflies on the night everybody went to Fuddrucker's. My name in his mouth gave me shivers. He made me feel so special when we talked. He made me feel wanted..needed. I loved him...

Soon after with Quad on my mind, I decided to finally go to sleep. I plugged my earphones into my ears and began to listen to Crooked Smile. I smirked to myself, still thinking of Quad. And I dozed off into the best sleep I had in a long time.

I woke up the next morning with my blankets off the bed and my headphones out of my ears and sprawled across the bed next to me. I looked like a mess. But to me, this was a good thing, because it meant I had a good sleep. FINALLY. I was in a weird mood today. I was happy, but my stomach had a feeling in the bottom of it.. something that made me worry that my day wouldn't be going good for much longer. I tried my best to brush the feeling off and I got in the shower. It was a Saturday so I didn't really have anything planned. I was just gonna chill for once.