Tear in my Heart // Joshler

Twenty Twø

I woke up in tylers bed in the morning, forgetting all that had happened last night. I don't remember I guess that's a good thing.
Ty made us breakfast while his parents were out working

He brought me a plate full of eggs, bacon, and pancakes

It looked really good don't get me wrong but that was most likely just my stomach speaking

I nibbled on a few eggs but mostly just poked at my food and flicked it around
I don't think Tyler really noticed either

When I saw him eyeing me I chewed my food but spit it in a napkin

I'm so uncomfortable

"You done with your food?" He asked

"Eh I'm not really that hungry right now I ate a lot last night"

I'm not sure if he believed me or not but he didn't question me

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Me and Tyler are upstairs sitting alone
It's silent (don't)
A kind of comfortable silence that I didn't mind
I was just staring into the distance, thinking about life and shit when I felt tylers eyes melting into me

He was pretty close to me

There was a whole bed

But he's sitting with me.

Directly next to me, almost on top of me even
He leaned his head on my shoulder and just stayed like that until about 5 minutes later
"jossshhhhh"

I leaned my head on his
"whaaaatttttt"

He didn't reply after that
He just pressed a small kiss to my neck and soon fell asleep

I didn't fall asleep

It's stupid really, but I couldn't stop thinking about everything.

Debby, Jenna, Tyler, and how he found me in the boys bathroom that day

How did we get here?
Honestly

I've done nothing yet he's given me the world

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I looked at his soft face while he slept
We were close enough that I could feel his heart beats through him and his soft breaths on my neck that sent shivers down my spine.

I gently ran my fingers across his face
He's so gentle
I touched his lips
Oh his soft lips
He must use eos or something to get them that soft

I leaned over and placed my lips to his

He's like my hidden puzzle piece that just happened upon me

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Aloha amigos
Lol sorry I haven't updated in months my bad..
Anywhore how was you guys holidays? Mine was great OHHH YMYY GOODDDD I GOT TØP TICKETS FOR JULY 6 AHHHHHH SAVEE MEEEE!!!!
Sorry for the bad chapter :/ I'm losing hope in this fanfic lmao I'm never in the mood to write anymore sorry :(
I'll try my best to update when I can for those of you who 'like' my story aha..
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Bubye
-jess

January 10, 2016