Today is dark.
Even though the groundhog said it would be spring next, it's freezing to me.
Colder than my home. My house..
I remember a time when I could call it that, a home.
It's far from that now.
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I don't know what's gotten into me.
It's like that feeling you get when you need to cry so bad. You're mentally crying and screaming, you need to but nothing will come out.
It's like your tears are nonexistent so you're looking like a crazy suicidal head case sobbing on the floor in a ball.
Your head is pounding at you to get out but you don't know how to escape
He's telling me to hurt myself
I need to get out
He needs a way out of me to be free
I'll be better off without him
But another voice is telling me not to. It's a trap
Don't get sucked too far in before you can't hear me anymore
I need to let him out of me. Blurry.
He gives me simple instructions
So simple now that I'm alone
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February 15, 2016
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Tear in my Heart // Joshler
FanfictionYou fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time, But that's ok, I'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine, I'm driving here I sit, cursing my government, For not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement.
