Tyler and I had lots of fun before I had to go back to school! It feels great to finally get to say that I wasn't being secretly suffocated by my thoughts.
They went away for awhile!
Today I'm being forced to go back to school
*insert Josh dun pouty face here*
I guess it isn't as bad as it seems since I should be with Tyler most of the time.
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When the bell rung for first period I saw Jenna and Debby sitting in the back of the class, holding each other.
I can't lie they are a cute couple but I just want what I had with Debby back.
I sat down in my desk which just happened to be right across from Debbs and Jenna.
I was actually starting to get over the fact that Debby left me to be with Jenna and that basically she was lying when she said she loved me.
Debby turned and looked at me, Resting her chin in the palm of her hand.
"Hey how have you been? I haven't heard from you in awhile.. Oh also I wrote down some notes for you since I noticed you haven't been to school for like a week," Debby said, slightly startling me.
"Oh um hi thanks it means a lot.. Oh and I've been okay..." I tried my best not to be awkward but it's sadly a trait of me that will never go away.
"But I guess how have you and Jenna been?" I asked politely.
"Oh we've been great! Thanks for asking" Debby smiled
Jenna was doodling in her notebook, not paying attention to us.
"Hey so.. Listen if you're over the whole break up thing I was thinking maybe we could all go out for some pizza or something?"
"Oh yeah don't worry I'm way over that.. I'm just glad you two are happy.."
It was all mostly true but the main thing I cared about was me and how I'm feeling. I wasn't feeling as good.
They look happier than ever when they're together, but not me.
I guess it's the same with me and Tyler. He makes me really happy I can't even describe it.
"So--"
Debby said, suddenly snapping me out of my thoughts.
"--Oh! I'm sorry I was just um thinking. Yeah uh sure I'd love to hang out sometime! Maybe I could bring my friend, Tyler..?"
"Yeah of course! So today around 5 sound good?"
"Yep"
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The whole lesson was boring today so I just doodled all over my notebook instead of paying attention.
Before I knew it the bell for 4th period was ringing and it was time to go to lunch.
I couldn't wait to see Tyler. We only have like two classes together or something.
I knew this was the time to ask if he could come along with us for pizza.
I spotted Tyler sitting at the small table we always sit at during lunch everyday.
But this time it was different,
Jenna and Debby were already sitting there and getting along well with Tyler.
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hELLO I am so so so sorry for the lack of update pLs forgive me!?
anyways happy spoopy month. I am excited I've had my room spoopified since September 20th.
aNYWAYS give me new ideas? tell me what you thought about this chapter(pls) and yeP thaNK YOU FOR READING I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL AND LOVED.
-Jess
October 1, 2015
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Tear in my Heart // Joshler
أدب الهواةYou fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time, But that's ok, I'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine, I'm driving here I sit, cursing my government, For not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement.
