I didn't end up going to tylers house that day. I just went home. I didn't end up hanging out with Jenna or Debby either, I just went home.
My mom didn't come home today.. Again.
I stayed home.
I don't know how many messages I've gotten over the course of this week, I haven't gotten to the phone lately.
I don't know what's happening but it isn't okay
I'm sitting on my bed, folding all of my clothes neatly.
I already packed some water,
All the money in the house I could find, which happened to be about $23,
A sketchbook and a pen,
A flashlight,
Some food that wouldn't have to be refrigerated, and now my freshly cleaned clothes.
I packed it all into the backpack.
It's 7pm, I can leave in an hour
I'm headed to the woods, I've already planned where I'm going to go.
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It's 8:30pm
I fell asleep,
I'm heading out the door now, not bothering to lock it.
It's almost completely dark besides the street lights and occasional house lights. Nobodys out tonight.
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I've just entered the woods and I'm trying to find my way around with my small flashlight.
So far I've found a walking stick which was just a small fallen tree limb. It's good for smacking the pokey tree branches out of my way.
I passed tylers house earlier on my way to the woods, all the lights in the house were on.
But I shouldn't worrie, he's probably having fun with his family or something.
Not thinking about me
Why am I so clingy
February 4, 2016
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Tear in my Heart // Joshler
Hayran KurguYou fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time, But that's ok, I'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine, I'm driving here I sit, cursing my government, For not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement.
