I Don't Even Know ❇ malum au

First Time (Lashton)

This occurs somewhere between chapters 32 and 33.  It's their first time, obviously.  And it has top!Ashton; sorry if you're not into that.  And yeah, there's kinda a daddy kink.
Honestly, I'm not the biggest fan of the daddy shit, but I had it this way in the book - so, yeah...
But I really do see Dom!Ash

"I wonder how Cal and Mikey are," Luke says as him and Ashton enter their shared hotel room.  The band couldn't find the budget to get a room for each of the members, so Ashton and Luke decided to just stay together.  They don't mind.

Hell, they're each secretly excited for what the night can bring.

"Well, hopefully they're not as sleep deprived," Ashton says as he closes the door behind Luke and himself.

"Damn; I'm so happy that they're happy," Luke smiles and sits on the corner of the bed.  He really is happy for the two.  He knows just how hard of a time that Calum had when he finally decided to drop out.  He's so glad that he has someone to hold close, now.

"I'm so happy that you're happy, man," Ashton smirks, gently pushing Luke back on the bed - then straddling him.

"A-ash, oh," the blonde boy attempts to withhold a moan as the former hippie begins to slowly grind onto him.  Luke isn't for sure what this action will lead to, but he accepts it.

Hell - it's hard to say 'no' when he has the man of his dreams taking control of him.

"Babe, can I kiss you?"

"You don't need to ask," Luke replies as he feels himself harden in his jeans.

Ashton then eagerly connects his lips to his boyfriend's, continuing to teasingly grind onto him at a slow speed.  He was aroused when they first entered the room, not being able to get his mind out of the gutter.

He wants to be with Luke.

He wants to make love to the boy like he's never been loved before.

Ashton hungrily licks into Luke's mouth, him then placing his hand on the younger boy's prominent buldge - beginning to palm him through his jeans.

"N-not like this," Luke breathlessly says as he pulls away from the kiss.  He doesn't mean that he doesn't want to be with the boy - he means that he doesn't want his first orgasm caused by Ashton to be because he's palming him.

He wants the love to be more physical.

"Oh," Ashton quickly crawls of the boy - not wanting to pressure him, "sorry, man."

"No, I mean - if I'm gonna cum, I want you in me."

"Oh," Ashton responds with a smirk forming on his face.

•••

It doesn't take long for the two to get undressed, Ashton going for the lube after Luke tells him that they'll definitely be needing it.

"Okay, man - tell me what to do," Ashton says nervously as he lathers up three of his fingers with the substance - just like Luke had told him.

Once he's got his fingers slick, he crawls back inbetween the blonde's legs.  "I'm serious, man - you need to walk me through this.  I'll be damned if I hurt you, baby."

"Okay," Luke frowns, feeling bashful about he's going to have to tell his boyfriend.  He knows that he's going to sound needy.  But, that's how he wants to be.  He doesn't mind begging if Ashton is to give him what he wants.

Hell, it's what the honey haired boy wants, too.

"You - you'll need to, um, finger me.  Like, one finger at a time until you use all the three."