I Don't Even Know ❇ malum au

14

Wow, punk edits on ^Ash^ really do look kinda cool.  Dayumn, but he still looks amazing with how he looks in real life, ya know...
What's your opinion on punk Ash?
Dude, I cannot believe that I'm already on chapter 14.  Yeah, I realize that these aren't the longest chapters - but yeah...
iDK

It was the day of the party, in a manor.  It was the early morning or late in the night, however one wanted to see it - somewhere near two in the morning.

I hadn't had much sleep; I was too excited.  I was actually going to get out of the house.  And I was actually going to get to meet people - new people.

But then, the most unexpected thing occurred.  I was sitting at the kitchen table, literally nibbling on an apple.  It felt nice to eat, but I didn't want to get bloated before the party.  So I took it easy.

An apple a day keeps the doctor away.

"Dad?" I asked in shock as the tall man strode in through the door as though it were nothing.

What; was I nothing?

"Michael, you're awake," he replied with a harsh tone.

"Y-you're home," I sheepishly stated as he just scowled down at me.  Honestly, I felt intimidated by the old man.  He was taller, older, and bigger than me.  But, I wanted him to be my father again.  I wasn't going to chicken out from trying to fix things.

I wanted my dad back.

"Um, about that," he started but paused when I sighed loudly.

"L-look, I-I've missed you."

"I apologize for that son," he huffed in what seemed to be annoyance, automatically ripping my heart even more so out of my chest.  All I wanted was my dad back, but I got an annoyed professional who was being a dick.

"D-dad?  What- what's going on?"

"Look, work has been rather tedious lately.  I've decided to just take up residence in the local hotel.  It's much closer to where I'll be needed."

"W-what?  Am I just a-a burden?"

He crossed his arms over his broad chest, frowning down at me.  The way he gazed at me - it made me feel as though I were made of nothing but total and complete shit.  He should've been looking at me with a proud expression; but, no - he looked dissatisfied with the being he had created.

I wasn't enough for him; I had realized that I never would be.

"I've been extremely focused upon my requirements lately, Michael.  It's my obsession."

I felt my eyes stinging for what felt to be the millionth time in my life.  I was crying.  I didn't mean for it to happen; it's just that it had been occurring so much as of late, I had grown accustomed to it.  I was like a kleptomaniac who couldn't stop stealing.  But, in this veiw, rather - I was crying just a bit too much.  It made me feel as though I were releasing some sort of frustration or pent up sadness.

Breaking down was my release.

"Stop being a pussy, Michael," he scoffed as he went upstairs.  He left me sitting there in shock.  That hurt.

It hurt like hell.

And as he stormed back down the stairs about ten minutes later with a few bags in hand, I was still sitting there.  I was still shocked.

"Stop being a pussy, Michael."

He walked out the door, and I knew that I shouldn't expect him back.
The only thing that I could expect was for the crying to continue.

•••

[To Calum]

Hey, Cal - I know it's late, but Ash is prob getting ready for band stuff or is sleeping.

[To Calum]

If ur awake, could u text me?  I need 2 talk 2 some1...

I didn't really expect him to text me back.  The most that I had expected was for me to sit alone, crying, and then not feeling up for the upcoming party.

Or if he were to text me back, I was expecting to get told to fuck off or something in the general manor.

[From Calum]

Hey, Mikey.  What's wrong? :(

[From Calum]

You seem upset

[To Calum]

I'm feeling a bit better, since u replied

[From Calum]

Tell me

[To Calum]

I just need u 2 promise me that everything will be ok

[From Calum]

I'll be there in a few minutes, Mikey.

[From Calum]

You're gonna tell me what's up

(A/N)  Uh... High!
Um, this was a short chapter and I don't know what to think of it...

Bleh...

But, yeah...
Just puttin' that  out there.
My time off is about to run out.
I don't wanna go back into civilization.
I miss Christmas already, man...
Fun Fact : Ever since I've started writing this, I'm saying dude so much more often.

Litteraly, I went to Walmart with my mother, and I was just like : "Duuude, do you see the unicorns on the ceiling, too?"

I think she ignores my stupidity now...
LOLZ
:-D

!!You know I'm funny!!