Kahit na malungkot at nakuhang ngumiti ni mom ng makita na maayos ako. Nakakausap ko na din ang ilan sa mga bisita. Halos kakaupo ko pa lamang ng isang iyak ng sangol ang umagaw sa atensyon ko. Then I saw Kylie with Eclaire, si Kylie ang nagbubuhat sa baby at dahan-dahang lumalapit sa kinauupuan ko.
"Kuya!", anito sa akin at maingat na iniabot sa akin si Zoe Marieco,nag-aalangan kinuha ko ito umiiyak pa rin ito pero ng makarga ko na ay tumahan na.
"She's so beautiful!", anas ko hindi ko na napigilan ang mapaluha. My angel "Elle, sweetheart look we have a very beautiful daughter. Hello my life, I'm your daddy!",. I can't help myself but to talked to her, and it seem she understand me because she smile. I hugged the tiny body of my daughter, and I felt a different kind of coldness. "Sweetheart!", nagulat pa sila Eclaire ng tawagin ko ito. "Baby, did you feel that your mom hug us.", umiiyak ako sa tuwa. Kahit na umiiyak ang mga tao dahil sa tagpong iyon ay may mga ngiti naman sila sa labi.
Hindi ko mabitawan ang anak ko, kahit kay mommy ay halos ayaw ko itong ibigay. Natutuwa naman si mommy dahil ganito umano si Daddy nung panahon na pinanganak kame ni Eclaire.
My daughter is sleeping peacefully in her crib, nasa harap kame ng mommy niya. Then all of a sudden ay lumapit sa akin ang OB ni Elle.
"Before she gave birth, pinakiusapan niya ako. That whatever happens, I should have to save your daughter life or else mumultuhin niya ako. Before she was declared dead, one of the our nurse was able to captured this.", anito at iniabot ang cellphone ni Elle. Then I cried, it was a picture of Elle with my daughter in her chest, the next photo was Elle kissing Marieco.
"Pinasuyo umano sa kanya ni Elle na kuhanan siya ng picture once na nanganganak na siya. She want to make sure that you will have a memory of her. While giving birth to your daughter. I'm so lucky to witnessed how Elle fight to gave birth to your daughter. It was really a motherly love to her daughter. My deepest condolences, and I'm really sorry if I was not able to save your wife. I myself don't want her to go, but Elle has been ready for this. She prepared herself, since the moment she got pregnant she knew her condition will be fatal. She really wanted to give you a baby, because she knew that one day she will leave you.", anito at iniwan na ako. I was so speechless. While looking at her picture. I saw her smile again, and I was more hurting because I was not able to witnesed it personally.
I stoped myself from looking at her photo then I put her phone to my pants. I took a photo of my daughter crib with the sight of Elle cofin. For the first time, I will admit to myself that she's gone. I uploaded it in my instagram.
To the love of my life, I love you so much. Thank you for giving me the best gift I ever have. I will love you until forever.
Pinakuha ko muna si Marieco kay Eclaire para mapainom na ito ng gatas.
Tonight is her last night, its been five days and tonight we will have a tribute for her. Early this morning ay napabinyagan si Baby Zoe Marieco, we just used connections para maprocessed ang binyag. I want my daughter to be welcomed in the Christian world with her mom.
Just like my wedding it was an intimate event. Keij, Mike and Kyle was her Godfather, while Eclaire, Kylie and September was her God mother.
We welcomed Zoe Marieco Rodrigo Chen in the Christian world in front of her mother coffin. Then a I felt a familiar breeze of cold when they took us a photo.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Light Of My Life
Romance•• -He was the man of my DREAM- Everyone want to be in his life. How I wished he look at me the same way I looked at him. I wanted him to see the real me not the brat he used to see. But is that even possible, when he only see one woman. ••• She i...
