"I don't actually know, how will I start. Because saying goodbye to my wife means she's really gone and I don't want her to go. This is very hard for me but I have to. Well I'm very lucky to have a wife like Elle, she is a woman who's everyman dreams. But I got her so I'm blessed. My wife is a wonderful woman, she always make me smile and melt my heart in every single way. I was an asshole for hurting her. I knew my sorry can't bring her back.", I started to cry while saying those, but I still continue "Sweetheart, nasaan ka man hindi ka mawawala sa puso at isip ko. Other people don't know Elle but I saw everything about her. She was a fragile and vulnerable, despite in her strong personality. I was once her life, she defended her life with me, but she sacrifice her own life to gave me another light to my life. Elle is the Light of my Life, she guided me in every single way, and I just realized about it when I already lose her. Our daughter Zoe Marieco, sweetheart I won't promise to be the best dad for our daughter because some promises are meant to be broken. I will only do my best to protect her, to stand beside her when she grow up. To support her, and to capture everything about her. I love you sweetheart, you will always be the only one I will love. You maybe gone physically but I know you will always be at myside. And you will be forever in my heart. Just stay with me and I'll see you in heaven. I love you.", when I said the last piece I felt her presence, yinakap ako nito kaya napapikit ako.
It's been two months simula ng mailibing si Elle. May mga gabi na hindi ko maiwasang sisihin ang sarili ko. Mga pagkakataon na sa tuwing nakikita ko si Zoe ay umiiyak ako. She's a total replica of Elle maliban na lamang sa labi nito na namana sa akin. Sa susunod na buwan ay isasama na ito ni Kylie sa San Francisco California. We decided na doon na ito palakihin, kasama si Kylie. Though I will often visit her. Alam nila na hindi ko pa kaya ang alagaan itong mag-isa that's why my parents agreed with Kylie's desicion.
Walang araw na hindi ko pinagluluksa si Elle. I always visit her, it's been two years now. Naging abala lang ako sa negosyo kaya hindi na rin ako madalas magpakalasing. Zoe Marieco is growing fast, she so witty and a wonderful kid like Elle but she's like me a bit stubborn.
2 years old pa lamang ito pero napakarami ng alam na kalokohan. Tuwing pasko ay sa Canada kame nagpupunta, doon na kame magkikita kita. At the very young age, marami na itong alam gawin. She always watched the video of her mom singing. It was one of the moment I captured habang pinagbubuntis siya nito.
It was her first birthday, when all of a sudden she giggled and said mama. Some may not belive but I knew my daughter saw my wife. And I knew she's helping me to take good care of our daughter.
May mga araw na hinahanap niya ang mama niya, minsan ay iiyak ito at biglang tatahan na animo inalo ng ina. And as the day past mukhang naintindihan na niya ako when I say her mom was now an angel watching and guiding her.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Light Of My Life
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