"Girl let me love you, until you learn...to love yourself...." I hear Zayn singing.
Wow his voice, it was so beautiful, the melody...it was just perfect. I sat by the door just listening to Zayn sing, till...
"Excuse me, do you have any other job then to just snoop around and see other people's business, don't you Shaheen?" I look up to see Zayn. Oh shit.
"No it's just that..." I can barely say anything.
"No...what Shaheen? Can you just please, mind your own business and stop this," Zayn says, pissed.
"I'm sorry..." I say.
I got a "whatever" from Zayn and then he slammed the door shut. God why does he have to be such a dickhead... I just wanted to leave, I couldn't bother telling him to come along, it'd be so much better without him. But unfortunately I couldn't do that so, I knocked on the door.
"Zayn, all of us, even your mates are coming down to Anisa and my flat, so Louis just told me to come and tell you to come down," I yell.
I went down to see everyone waiting for me; I just stood there with everyone else waiting for Zayn. Just as Zayn came down, we all left to go to my flat.
"Anisa, where are my keys?" I ask panic struck, digging in my purse, to find it.
"Are these your keys?" Zayn asks taking my keys out of his pocket.
"Why the hell do you have it?" I ask, grabbing it out of his hand.
"Well, for your information you slept in my room, in MY bed last night, it probably fell, I don't know I found it on my bed," Zayn says.
"Whatever..."
I put my key in the key whole and turn the door knob, aah finally in my flat, home sweet home.
"You guys can make yourselves comfortable, do whatever you want, Shayy and I will just quickly go change and be back, and then we can head out for lunch," Anisa says to the boys.
"Alriightyy," the boys yell back, jumping onto the sofa and checking out our flat.
I went in my room, with Anisa following me.
"What Anisa?" I ask turning towards her.
"Shaheen, please...I beg of you, get things straight with Zayn, why are you guys hating each other, you guys just met yesterday, and ever since you guys haven't said one thing nice or decent to each other. Your convo's are just, 'yeah whatever'. Please Shaheen, we are going to be with these boys a lot now...we are becoming friends, I don't want this between you two," Anisa speaks.
"Anisa, but..." I say.
"No Shaheen, No buts, okay. Get it straight that's all I want..." and with that Anisa left.
Oh god why does this have to happen with me. I just went into the bathroom to have a quick shower and change into something comfortable for lunch out. I got out all ready to see the boys running around and chasing each other. How cute of these boys.
"Okay guys, we are ready...want to head out?" I ask getting everyone's attention.
"Yeeeaah Budddiie," Niall yells.
"Let's go to Nando's, Pleasee?" Niall begs.
"Uhh yeah sure, that'd be good," says Anisa.
We all head out the door. Oops I forgot my phone, I run back to my door and as I walk in *bump* ... I look up to see I bumped into Zayn ... "again". The rest look back.
"Why do you two always bump into each other, can't you BOTH look at where you guys are going?" Louis says from behind.
"Sorry," I mumble, trying to get past, but as I move to the right, Zayn moves to the right, as I move to the left Zayn moves to left. I stop...
"Here you can go out first and I'll go in," I say to Zayn.
Zayn walks out and I go in to grab my phone, I see I was getting a phone call... I pick up the phone...
"Hello?" I ask through the phone, more like questioning. I hadn't added any numbers in my phone so just didnt know, my bad.
"MOMM! Aaah I missed you," I say. I stopped to talk to my mom for like 15 minutes. I look at the clock, gosh I hope they aren't waiting outside for me, I say bye to my mom, and head out.
"Zayn, what are you doing? And where is everyone else?" I ask, looking at Zayn just sitting casual on the sofa.
"Oh...uhm...they left, they told me to stay behind and bring you along, because you wouldn't know the way maybe," he says.
"Okay...lead the way," I say as we head out the door.
We started walking, it was so awkward, nothing to talk about, and just two souls that hate each other's guts walking together, what is this.
"Shaheen, I know you don't like me, but..." I had to interrupt.
"It's not just don't like you, it's called this fire boiling hatred I have for you," I say.
"Okay I get it, and you know what for your info, I actually really wished, I never met you, I don't wanna see your damn face," he yells back.
Ouch that hurt.
"FINE! Okay, I'm sorry... I'm not like my cousin, I'm not fun, I'm boring, I'm not gorgeous like Anisa, nothing, I'm just as you say a moody aunty ji that's all...you know what, tell Anisa I didn't want to come, I'm walking back to my flat, you can go," I say hurt.
"Shaheen...I didn't mean..." Zayn says.
"Just leave it Zayn...please, we will never get along, that's final," I leaving him standing alone, and sprinted back to the flat, tears slipping down my face.
I shut the door behind me and ran to my room. I sit in the corner, tears running down my face. I know I'm no fun, I know I'm not beautiful, I'm nothing, that's all...
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