"It all depends on his answer..." I sigh.
Even though I said all that, about Zayn maybe having feelings for Sofia still, it hurt. I can't imagine losing Zayn. What will happen to me? I'll be broken. But, if that's what makes him happy, so be it. I love Zayn and as Anisa said, 'If you love someone let them go, if they don't come back they were never meant for you and if they do then you are meant to be.' I'll let Zayn go and see what happens. If he never comes back...I don't even know. But, I have this feeling he will.
"What do you mean?" Sofia asks, breaking me from my thoughts.
"Huh..."
"You said it all depends on his answer. What do you mean by that?" Sofia asks.
"Oh, I asked him a question the other day."
"What did you ask him?" Sofia was damn curious.
"If he has feelings for you..."
"What? How can you ask him that?" her eyes go wide.
"I don't know...it was just that day when he saw you and saved you. It hit me that he might still have feelings for you and loves you, not me." I look down. What is wrong with me?
"Then what did he say?"
"Well he was really angry and he said he didn't know..."
"He has a bit of a temper issue, which I don't think you have seen. Have you?" How does she know? Obviously she knows. She was his ex and knows way more than I do.
"No, there was never a moment where he had to bring that side up, I guess."
"Yeah, that was the same with me for the first few months, till William came in and problems started arising."
"Oh..." I didn't know what to say.
"Why don't you go call Zayn? I know he is still out," I say.
"I don't think that's a good idea..."
"Don't worry, I bet Anisa is out as well. She will take care of it. Just ask her and she will make him come in." Sofia nods, and hesitantly goes out.
I need to know the entire story.
Sofia's POV:
I hesitated to go out and call Zayn. I don't think it is a good idea, but Shaheen wants me to and it's the least I can do. I caused enough problems, she deserves to know why this happened and Zayn also deserves to know why I had lied.
I come out and see Anisa and Zayn talking. I go up to them awkwardly and let out a cough, which makes both look up at me. Anisa gives me a smile and Zayn looks away.
"Uh...Anisa?"
"Yes?" she says, sweetly.
"Can I ask you to do something for me?" I ask and look over at Zayn.
"Yes, sure," Anisa gets up and comes over to a side, away from Zayn.
"I need you to ask Zayn to come in the room. He won't listen to me and I need to tell Shaheen the entire story behind all of this, but she wants Zayn with her." I say.
"Okay, I'll tell him to come in. Don't worry, he will. If not for you, he will for Shaheen." Ouch. That hurt. If not for me, than for Shaheen, of course he loves her now, not me.
