50 shades of Red (gumshall/ Gumlee fanfic)

Roses make red and beautiful tea

i didn't manage to put ice queen in this chapter.....T_T so sorry and it took me so darn long that i think i pissed some ship crew off. but it's here now and you all can read now.

I loved Marshall Lee. No. I am in Love with Marshall Lee. There was no way to deny it now, with his lips agents mine. His lips where surprisingly warmer than I thought they would be. His smell was suffocating and intoxicating in such a close radius. From such closeness, my body melted from the heat of the kiss. How I longed for a moment like this. How it floated in the back of my mind for such a time. How I yearned for his body so close that I absorbed his body heat.

His kissing is forceful, yet somehow sweet and crisp like the apples he smelled like. I breathe heavily through my nose as my chest begins to feel light and on fire. In my defense I couldn’t think clearly anymore and I entwined my slim pink fingers in his dark raven feathered hair. Marshall moved his hands, slowly, dragging them down my shirt, caressing, to the small of my back. He growled and went deeper into my lips, making it sloppy as a result, his hands on my back, he pressed my pelvis against his own. I suddenly let out a high pitched sound that I didn’t recognized.

This was dangerous. This was very, very, very dangerous. My legs were starting to go limp, turning into jelly, my eyesight a blur, and my breaths going disorganized and ragged. My chest shuddering out of my own control and I held onto Marshall for support. It felt so foreign to me, so exotic to the senses. It gave me cold goose bumps, it heated me from the inside, and it made my hair stand on end, all at the same time.

During this I couldn’t close my eyes, I wanted to see. I wanted to see this with my own eyes so this wasn’t my imagination running wild again. He released his mouth and went down the nape if my neck breathing his hot breath against it. He gradually made his way to my collar bone with a painful slowness leaving kisses and light nips on my skin.

He removed his lips from mine, but he kept threatening close distance to my face. I’ve never seen Marshall this way, with his eyes so sensually dark and his breath panting. His faced was more flushed than I have ever seen them before and is lips where swelled red from kissing, and to believe that I caused something like that. For a lack of a better phrase to use, it was damn erotic and turned me on. That’s what scares me.  How just a mere, simple kiss turned me into pink pudding in his arms, and how I enjoy every second of it.

We both slid down on the locker and I landed on his lap, my thighs on either side of him. He held me with his arms and said nothing for a long time. The only sound herd in the room was our distilled breaths.

Marshall whispers to me, close and in my ear, “Please don’t run from me again Bubba.” His embrace tightens, “I am sorry.”

I started to cry, whether it was out of built up stress or happiness, I didn’t know which. I am not prone to tears, it’s against my nature, but lately this man has been working me up in all kinds of crazy.

“I-I’m so sorry, Marshall.” I somehow managed to say, trying to contain the sniffles from me. “I’m so sorry.”

After that we just stayed setting for a while, holding each other. No one came in after us. Cake must have stopped them, already knowing what must have happened, but I knew that they would be in after they finished soon. Not that I cared anymore, I was distracted with smelling the cloth fibbers through Marshall’s soft gym shirt, and it smelled good.

Out of nowhere I found myself smiling into one of his sleeves,” What to do now……,” I giggled. Yes I giggle, some may say it’s a flaw, but for the life of me I could never manage to manly laugh. What can I say? I was made of candy, how could I not giggle?

Marshall slipped a sinister grin, he was thinking of something, something bad by the looks of it. “….We ditch,” he said ,suddenly pulling me up and taking me by the hand, grabbing all of our stuff and went bolting out the door into the hallway.