The Only Hope For Me Is You (Gerard Way Fanfic)

Chapter 17

Well it rains and pours
When you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch,
Can I sleep in my clothes?
Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing,
I'm really just asking to leave.
This alone, you in time for the show
You're the one that I need,
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode
Like a beast in repose
Cause I love the poison,
Away with the boys in the band.
I've really been a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me
A kiss before she goes.
Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me.
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the most deadly to lead.

Yea, I'm gonna ask the boys about this. Not sure if I want this on the album. I'm dead drunk, but I want more to drink. I finished the bottle. And blacked out.

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Brook's P.O.V.
I woke up in the hospital? Why? I want to fucking die, I can't be with Gerard forever. The doctor walks in, and I notice Frank is sitting right beside me. "How did you get here?" I ask him.

"I was told you were here, and Gee had to come here too. You cut yourself and almost bled to death while drunk. Gee got drunk and wrote a quarter of a song, then stabbed himself with the pen he was using after he blacked out." Frank explained.

"I want to see him! Now!" I demanded.

"Ms. Cherry please calm down! Frank can you please open that curtain Bessie you, Mr. Way is on the other side. He pleaded to see her earlier as well." The doctor who walked in had said. Frank pulled the curtain back and I saw Gee sitting up, also in a hospital bed. The doctor rolled his bed over beside mine and Gee grabbed my hand.

"Brook." He said calmly.

"Gee. What were you thinking?" I asked him.

"I should be asking you the same thing." He told me.

"I guess neither of us were thinking straight. Neither of us could handle being apart." I told him. He nodded and squeezed my hand.

"I know that since you're moving we have to break up. But promise you'll never forget me. Promise me that." He pleaded.

"I promise, I won't ever forget you. Ever. I'll always love you deep down. You'll always be my best friends. You, Frank, Mikey, and Ray will always be my best friends." I say now crying.

"And I'll always love you too Brook. This is the hardest breakup I've ever had. I'll never forget you, I'll keep you number in my phone even. You'll always be one of my best friends." Gee said back to me.

"Okay, since you both seem to be okay, I am releasing you two. I'll get your parents to sign you out." The doctor said as he began to unhook us from the IVs and other machines. Frank walked out to the lobby behind us as we got signed out.

"Brook, Gerard. Don't scare me like that again." Mikey told us, worried. "They only let one person up, so we all decided that would be Frank. But I stayed here in the lobby, as did Ray." He huged both of us.

"Not being around you guys is going to be really hard. So I may as well spend as much of it with you as I can." I told the boys.

"Sounds good. And I won't break up with you until the last day we spend together." Gerard told me.

"Sounds good." I replied. We all piled into Franks car and left to Gee's house, where we were greeted by of all people my sister.

"What are you doing here?" Violet asked me.

"I should be asking you that." I told her.

"Well at least I didn't try to kill myself like a dumb bitch." She replied.

"I didn't try to kill myself. I tried to take the pain away." I said.

"And so did your little boyfriend?" She teased.

"Violet leave." Mikey commanded. She left right after he said that and we all went down to my room. I see the song Gee was writing and lay it aside, and Frank grabs it.

"Dude, can I finish this song for you?" He asked Gerard.

"Sure I don't care." Gerard said, throwing the bottle he had last night against the wall and it ricocheted into the trash can.

Gerard's P.O.V.
I'm really gonna miss her, and Frank is finishing that song I started last night. "You guys wanna help me start to pack up?" She asked us.

"Yes, but no. How about Ray and Mikey help you and Frank and I go shopping and get you a present to give you on Friday." I say.

"Okay. Then tomorrow we switch." Mikey said.

"Sounds good. Since we only have 3 days with her left." Frank said. We all went outside, and she hugged me before going to her house and packing up. Me and Frank got in my car and headed off to the mall.

Brook's P.O.V.
We began with collecting boxes and putting my small things in them. After that, Ray grabbed a medium sized box and began gently putting my CDs in it, along with my dozens of movies. He and Mikey then gently take my posters off my walls and roll them up and also put them in the box.

I begin on my clothes just as Gerard and Frank walk in. "Okay, you guys can go shopping now, we can continue this." Gerard said. Ray and Mikey left and Gerard and Frank helped me with my clothes and whatever Ray and Mikey had missed.

"You know, I'm gonna miss this." Gerard said, pulling me into his lap on my bed.

"Miss what?" I said.

"You." He said.