The Only Hope For Me Is You (Gerard Way Fanfic)

Chapter 47

Brook's P.O.V.

I posted a picture on Twitter last night and Gerard liked it. I have no clue why.

~a month later***~

 There's no power, so I go upstairs and stand in front of the woodstove with a blanket, just like everybody else. The girls crawl underneath my blanket with me and we decide to just go back to sleep until the power comes back on. 

A few hours I wake up due to the baby kicking. "Ugh. Hey junior in there, stop giving mommy so much pain." I tell my stomach. Someone is knocking on the door, I go answer it.

"Hey, you guys can come over to my house, I still have power." Jimmy said. Lindsey was in his car, waving at us.

"Brook you can go, but we are gonna stay here." My dad says.

"Are you sure? The power is gonna be out for a few more days?" Jimmy asks him. He nods.

"Yea, take the girls and Brook, keep them safe until this nationwide storm is over." My dad says. My mom appears from the laundry room and hands me bags of clothes for me and the girls, and some baby stuff in case the baby comes. 

"Okay daddy, I love you." I say as I grab the girls and Jimmy takes the bags. I hook the girls up in their car seats and Lyn-z is in the middle of them, and I'm in the front passenger seat. Before I know it, I'm screaming in pain. 

"Okay, hospital first stop. Brook's water just broke." Jimmy says, and I look down to see it did, and we're already at the hospital. I'm taken into the emergency room, and knocked out with sedatives, another C-section. 

I wake up in a hospital bed, with Jimmy beside me. "Why are you here?" I asked him. "Normally Lyn-z is in here with me." 

"I had to pretend to be your brother, they wouldn't let her in." He said, handing me Gerard Jr.

"I hope you still wanted him to be named Gee Jr. because that's what I told them." He said.

"Yea, its fine, I couldn't think of any other names." I say holding my sleeping baby. "When am I being released?" 

"Actually you and your baby are free to go. Your brother just has to sign you out." The doctor said, handing me my clothes, I didn't change much in size, just a baby belly. I changed and Jimmy signed me out and we left. We got in Jimmy's van and left to his house. I took a picture of my baby boy and posted it on Twitter. Mikey immediately replied 'aw my nephew is so cute! he has gee's eyes!' I smiled as Jimmy came back to the car. 

"Well, I have no power, but I know a place that does. Brook, you aren't gonna like this but we are going to Gee's according to Frank he still has power." Jimmy says. 

"Anything to keep my babies safe and warm." I say. He nods and we hit the road. Little does Jimmy know I still miss Gerard more than anything.

Gerard's P.O.V.

I got a call from Jimmy saying that he, Lyn-z, Brook and the kids are coming down. I'll get to see my newborn baby boy, he was born yesterday. They are gonna be here in a couple of hours, and I can't wait to see my babies and my technically-still-fiance. Gives me enough time to finish my song that the boys don't know I wrote. Even the band broke up last week, they still decide to stay with me until they realize there's a hotel that has power, so they go there. It gives me perfectly enough room for my visitors. 

I start the track I made for my song, I named Action Cat. I start the instrumental and sing my lyrics I wrote As they walk through the door. I know they're here, but I continue to look out the window until I finish singing it, and I see Brook looking at me, smiling. 

"The girls are sleeping, where should I lay them?" Lyn-z said. I show her the spare bedroom and she puts the girls in there. 

"Where's the baby?" I ask her. Brook comes over to me and shows a sleeping little boy. She hands him to me and asks me a question.

"Can I sleep in your bed? Ya know, like take a nap?" She asks me, obviously on the verge of tears, just like me.

"Can you and I have a little talk?" I ask her. She nods and we walk back to my room. I set the baby in the crib that I was supposed to send to her, but never got to it. 

"Was that crib supposed to be for him?" She asks me. I nod and look at how peaceful he looks sleeping. 

"I really missed you these past months, you have no clue how unbearable it was." I finally say. "I made a mistake that wasn't even my fault, and I lost you." 

"I know how it felt. I tried to hate you, but I just couldn't. I tried to not listen to whatever lyrics you put into songs, but burst into tears every time it rang in my mind. Your daughter is a splitting image of you, Tyaiga is. I always see a lot of you in her." She says back to me, she's sitting on my bed. I sit down beside her.

"Please, let's just forget all of that happened? I wrote a song for you, well, a couple actually. The one I was just singing, I never told the boys I wrote it. And" 

"The Light Behind Your Eyes." She finished.

"How'd you know?" I ask her.

"It wasn't hard, every time I hear it makes me sob, while all the other only make me cry a little." She says, and she leans on my arm, making me tense a little bit.