The Only Hope For Me Is You (Gerard Way Fanfic)

Chapter 19

Gerard's P.O.V.
I watched as Brook hugged Frank, he was already crying, and so was I. I will miss her ever so much, it will be unbearable. The last week of school with out her. She won't even see me graduate, its very doubtful she will anyhow. After they broke their hug, I walked up to her. I had gotten her four things. A beautiful ring, the drawing that I drew of her while she was sleeping, and the one of her that I drew of her in her Helena dress where she was in my arms (A\N: the cover of this story), her actual Helena dress, and a flashdrive full of videos and pictures we did together.

"Gee don't cry. Please." She said, as tears welled up in her eyes as well as mine. I handed her the flashdrive first.

"Full of memories." I said as she took it gently. I handed her the drawing of her.

"So beautiful, you draw so beautifully." She said.

"I only draw beautiful things beautifully." I replied to her. I then handed her the dress.

"Another dress of a memory." I said.

"Again, very beautiful." She said, now crying.

"This one means the most to me. I took a lot of time picking it out." I said, handing her the small box, and she hugged me as soon as she saw what was inside.

Brook's P.O.V.
"Thank you thank you thank you!" I exclaimed to him. It was a beautiful ring, made of black ceramic, with a red ruby cut into the shape of a heart, and on the inside it said "your memory will carry on".

"I knew you'd love it. I couldn't say no to buying it for you." He said, hugging me tightly.

"I'm sorry I need to do this just one more time." I said.

"Do wha-" he was cut off by my kiss. Mikey took a picture of it.

"I'll send this to both of you." He said, before posting it on Instagram and Twitter.

"Thanks" I said, Mikey nodded. I got back in the truck and put my headphones in, and blasted Welcome To The Black Parade as I left and saw the boys waving goodbye. I was now sobbing.

I, soon enough, cried myself to sleep.

~***~

I was woken by my dad as we arrived at our old house. "Dad, c-can the b-basement be m-my r-room?" I ask him as we pull up.

"Anything you want sweetheart. It would make you feel batter and remind you of him, right?" He asked me. I nodded.

"Yea. It would help a little bit." I said to my dad. He gave me the keys to thee basement and him and my brother helped my carry my stuff down to my room, then left to to unpack.

Gerard's P.O.V.
I miss her already. I helped Frank finish the same ng, which we decided to name The Sharpest Lives. We are going to record it tomorrow since the beat wasn't hard to figure out for them. Now I'm back down in my room with another bottle of liquor in my hand. I'm only a little tipsy, but getting drunk takes the pain away.

"Gee, you okay down here, man?" Frank called from the bottom of the stairs. I was in my bed with a drawing on my lap. I drew her once again.

"Yea Frank I'm fine." I reply to him.

"You sure?" He reassures.

"Yes, I'm sure." I almost snap.

"Okay bro, just checking. Dinner is done, your mom told me to come get you." He tells me. I walk upstairs with him and eat.

Brook's P.O.V.
I sit on my bed and blast I'm Not Okay (I Promise) into my ears into I fall asleep, numb.

~***~

"Brook! Brook, wake up." My brother is lightly shaking me from my dream of Gerard and I.

"What." I mumble.

"Sis, dinner is ready. Dad bought your favorite, meat lovers pizza." Wayne said, helping me up. We go upstairs and eat.

After I finish eating, I go to the bathroom and grab a quick shower, just as the tears begin to flow. I just let the water run over me as i quietly sob, wishing Gee was holding me once more. 

After my shower, I went up to my room and began to text Mikey.

B: hey

M: hey brook how are you

B: not good, wishing i could be better.

M: ahh ok. want me to tell gee to text you?

B: yea pls

M: ok ill tell him.

B: thx

M: np chica

Gerard's P.O.V.

As we ate dinner, Mikey suddenly picked his phone up after his texting ringtone went off. He began texting away, and was eating between each text. This was odd, because he NEVER picks up his phone at the table. As soon as he was done eating, he put his plate in the sink ad walked over to me and showed me who he was texting. Of all fucking people, he was texting Brook. "She wants to talk to you then, she said she wasn't good and that she wanted to talk to you." My brother said to me. 

"Okay, tell her I'll text her right after I get a shower." I told him, and he started texting away. I went and got a quick shower, going straight to my phone to text Brook. 

G: hey

B: hey

G: mikey said u wanted to talk to me

B: yes, um i really miss you and im having a hard time

G: everything will be okay darling. 

B: i guess so...

G: i miss u just as much as u miss me. we just have to learn that its life

B: when is ur graduation date?

G: june 8th, y

B: im gonna be there. 

G: how?

B: im getting a car. after i get my car im coming to see u.

G: when r u gettin a car?

B: this friday. my dad is getting me a mustang

G: oh cool, whats ur address

B: *insert random PA address here* y?

G: im sending u our cd, since its coming out, ur gonna be the 1st to have it, since u helped us make it.

B: u rly dont have 2, gee

G: tough shit the boys already agreed

Okay, I lied. But they wouldn't give a shit anyways, and they would agree anyhow. 

B: ok well i gtg to bed so ttyl <3

G: ok night

B: night

our conversation ended with that. but now I'm super excited that I will see her when I graduate.