The Only Hope For Me Is You (Gerard Way Fanfic)

Chapter 44

"Gerard Arthur Way what the fuck are you thinking?" I hear Mikey say from behind Jorel. I don't say anything and I run out of the house, and into the woods behind my house. I run, dodging trees here and there, until I can no longer run. I collapse on the ground and begin sobbing. I now begin to scream. 

"COME BACK!!!!" Is all that comes out. I'm pretty sure they heard it, as they are probably looking for me. I lean myself up against a tree and just sob until I hear them coming, then I get up and start running again. I run pretty fast, but Frank is faster, and he tackles me.

"Frank let me go." I say.

"No." He simply replies.

"Frank, let me fucking go!" I say. He still refuses as my brother and Jorel pick me up and take me back to my house.

"I don't want to be here, why can't you guys realize that?" I say. I go up to my room and pack up all of my stuff, which was all washed, thanks to whoever else was here while I was sleeping. I call a really old friend, who I haven't talked to in years, Bert. 

"Hey, any apartments open near where you live?" I ask him. 

"Yea bro, its a nice one." He says through the phone.

"Okay where?" I ask him. He tells me and I pack up all of my clothes and put them in my car and head to the location he told me. I get a phone call, and I look to see it's Jimmy. I answer it.

"Hey bro what's up?" I say. 

"It's Lindsey, I used his phone because I know you wouldn't answer if I used mine. Where the fuck are you? All I was told was that you called someone, packed your shit and left." She said. 

"I'm going away for a while. I'm selling the house, and moving into an apartment until I figure myself out. Tell everyone who cares." I say, then hang up. I hit the highway, and go to the location I was told. Cincinnati, here I come. 

~a month and a half later***~

Brook's P.O.V.

I'm staying with my parents for a while, they aren't letting me leave for a while. I found out I'm having a little Gerard Jr., which I'm thinking about a different name, but I'm not having a baby shower, but donations are accepted. I miss Gerard, but I'm trying to get over it. The girls miss him too, but he needs to settle himself out. Lyn-z told me he sold the house, fine by me. Even though he gave me half of the money. He and Jimmy still talk, but not very often. I haven't spoke to Frank or Mikey for weeks, and Ray and I never talked anyhow. Apparently they're making a small concept album called Conventional Weapons. 

"Brook, radio station 102.3 NOW!" Lyn-z said, coming down to my room. I turn my radio to that station, and some sort of talk show is on. 

"So, you are the guitarist of the band?" the reporter asks.

"Yes, I am, well, one of them Ray is one too." Frank. It's Frank.

"Okay, so you released the two singles for number 2 of your album?"

"Yes, our lead singer wrote these from deep down in his heart. He's going through a really hard time, and he doesn't want me to say to much about it. But I gotta go soon, so I can say to those listening that they two singles released today are called The Light Behind Your Eyes and The World Is Ugly. You can find them on Spotify and iTunes." Frank says, and a song that isn't theirs comes on. 

"Get my phone off the charger. I wanna look up these songs." I tell Lyn-z. She gives me my phone and I get on Spotify and listen to these songs, and I start bawling. 

"Hey now, I think that's enough of that. Enough music, I'm shutting it off." She says, and turns it off. 

"Lindsey, could you maybe go upstairs for a few minutes? I need some alone time." I ask her.

"Of course honey, take as much time as you need." She says, and goes upstairs. I grab my phone and do something I haven't done in a long time - I call Jimmy. 

"Hello?" He answers in a goofy voice. 

"Hey Jimmy, I need to know something." I say to him.

"Okay, what do you need to know I'll answer as best as I can." He says.

"How's Gee?"

He is silent for a little while.

"Gee is fine as far as I know, I haven't heard form him lately. All I know is that he moved to Cincinnati." Jimmy says.

"Okay, that's all I needed to know, thanks." I say, and hang up, then come the tears. I grab the one pillow, the one I haven't slept on in almost 3 months- Gee's pillow. I took it when I left the house, and it's been just on my bed. I smell it and inhale his scent- cigarettes and black coffee. I put it back where it was and I scream a sob as I look at the picture to my right, a picture Gee drew of me while I was sleeping. I gently cry myself to sleep, once again.

Gerard's P.O.V.

I go out of my apartment for a little while, I have to go back to New Jersey to record the last 3 songs, one of which isn't gonna be on the album, I'm just recording it for fun. I drive my ass from the outskirts of a huge Ohio city back to New Jersey so I can record tomorrow. But I'm passing through Pennsylvania, past a park, and I see two little faces, familiar ones. I park my car, I'll drive through the night, I don't fucking care. Those are my girls. I get out of my car and walk towards the park, and the girls already spot me, and run up to see me. Jimmy and Lindsey are watching them. 

"Daddy! Daddy!" The chanting begins. I run up to them and hug them tightly.

"Hi girlies, daddy can't stay long, but I do love you girls very much. Can I get a picture of you two so safe keeping?" I ask, and they pose while I pull out my phone and take a picture of them. 

"Daddy, please don't leave!" Tyaiga says to me. She's always been my little leg hugger, she's more attached to me than she is Brook, but Serenity always clung to Brook. Lindsey and Jimmy walk over to me, and Tyaiga jumps into my arms, and I hold her. 

"Tyaiga, we need to get going, mommy is expecting us back soon." Lindsey said to her.

"NO! I am not leaving daddy!" She said, clinging to me.

"Tyaiga Marie Melody Way it is time to go!" Lindsey said.

"Can I go with daddy?" She asks.

"What?" Lyn-z is dumbfounded.