The Only Hope For Me Is You (Gerard Way Fanfic)

Chapter 21

After Gee's graduation we stayed over at his house for a while, just chilling out there until he realized something. "Oh fuck! I gotta go pack for tomorrow since I'm leaving tomorrow!" He said.

"I'll help." I said following him down the stairs to his room. 

"I'm gonna miss you the most. I really will." He said, hugging me as we got down there. I hugged him back and we began packing his stuff.

"I'm gonna miss you too, believe me, I will." I said back to him.

"Promise to text me every night, it would comfort me to know that you're still here." He told me as we finished packing his suitcase, which didn't take very long. 

"I promise. I will to text you every night, unless I lose complete contact, which means getting grounded or losing my phone." I said back to him. He hugged me, and we went back upstairs.

"You ready now Gee?" Mikey said to Gee.

"Yea, I am now. I'm going to miss everyone." Gerard said.

"I should be going soon, so my parents don't flip out." I said.

"No, Brook, stay for dinner!" Gerard's mom pleads.

"Yea, I'll message your brother telling him you'll be late. Stay for dinner." Mikey said. 

"Okay, fine." I gave in. They all gave a round of cheers and we sat down at the table and began eating lasagna.

"So Brook, how has life in PA been?" Mrs. Way asked me.

"Its been good I guess, I mean people still bully me." I replied.

"Oh. Well those bullies can go suck one." She said back to me, making everyone laugh.

"Mom, I swear I never would've thought of you ever saying those words." Gerard said, smirking.

"Yea neither did I, bro." Mikey remarks.

"Yea, well I just said it, boys. Get over it." Their mom laughed. We all laughed with her and finished our meals and put our dishes in the sink. 

"The boys still have your number, right?" Their dad asked me.

"Yes, they better have my number." I said. They nodded.

"Wait hon, before you go, I want to have you address so we can send you stuff." Mrs. Way said to me. 

"Okay, don't be giving away to anyone I wouldn't want to have it." I joked. She laughed and I wrote my address down on a piece of paper and gave everyone hugs before I went out to my car. "Wait, where's Gee? I didn't hug him." I recall before leaving.

"I don't know where he went. He went outside not too long ago. Maybe look for him?" Mikey said, hugging me one last time before I went out the door. I went to my car only to see my passenger side door open. 

"What the fuck, who's in my car?" I muttered to myself.

"Me." A voice that sounded like Gerard's said. I sat in the drivers seat of my car and it felt like I was on someone's lap. I turn my lights on, and notice that I am on someone's lap, Gerard's to be exact. 

"Gerard, why are you in my car?" I asked him. He held me close as I was still sitting in his lap. He crawled through my passenger side door and into the drivers seat.

"Because I wasn't ready to say goodbye. Plus your car is fucking amazing." He said, hugging me.

"Oh. Okay." I replied back, as I was now face to face with him. He was hugging me, and he wasn't letting go any tie soon, so I hugged him back. 

"I'll always love you, and I don't think you understand that. Ever since you opened the door when you first moved in, I fell in love with you immediately, and I don't want to lose you forever." Gerard said to me, now looking straight into my eyes. 

"Gerard, I do understand that. I always will, and you won't lose me forever. I honestly don't think I'll be able to move on." I said being honest. When I said this, he began singing one of his bands' songs.

"Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you, we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things
We put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know, how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this

As lead rains, pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame on burning
Forever, and ever

Know how much I want to show you, you're the only one
Like a bed of roses, there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever" He sang beautifully, which me cry.