Chapter 55

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We spent the whole day planning out my wedding and Gee joined in not to long ago. We need his opinions on the colors, which wedding dress out of the ones we picked, and the tuxedos, the cake, and decor, etc. 

"Well, I think a vintage wedding would be cool. Y'know, black, gray and white. And I see you guys have taken plenty of time to pick a lot of options for each color scheme. But I really like that dress, I think it would Brook and the wedding well [dress at the top/side]. Then the bridesmaids could have dresses that start white at the top, then ombre down to gray, with black at the bottom. Then my groomsmen could wear black tuxes with white dress shirts, while my dress shirt is light gray." Gee explains, pointing to everything on the computer.

"Okay, but you must wear a bowtie. The other guys don't, but you do." I tell him, kissing him.

"Sounds like a plan. I will wear a bowtie." He says, kissing back. 

"Okay, so when will this wedding be? So we can get everything around." Ronnie, who just got here, asks.

"It's gonna be May 14th. That's on a Saturday, about a month from now. Jimmy, and Jorel are my groomsmen and Colten is my best man. But you're still gonna be part of the wedding. " Gerard says. "And who will the lovely bridesmaids be, my love?" 

"Well, Lindsey is the maiden of honor, then Chantel, and Vanessa are gonna be bridesmaids." I say.

"Okay, what part of the wedding am I in?" Ronnie asked.

"The band. You, Vic, Mikey, Frank, and Vic's little brother Mike. You guys are gonna converse over a certain playlist of songs, then the DJ will do the rest of it. It's gonna be maybe 5 songs." I explained.

"8. 8 songs, I have the other 4 picked out, since you picked 4." Gee corrected.

"Okay, let's see the playlist. Who's playing what part?" Ronnie asked. 

"You are main vocals, with Vic and Frank as backup vocals. Frank is lead guitarist, and Vic is rhythm, and Mikey is bass. Then, Mike is on the drums." Gee explains, handing him the playlist, and begins to text the other guys all the info, while Vanessa prints out all the invitations. 

"Here hun, I printed out 50 for now, Lyn-z and I will help you write in names and mail them out. Then, when we need more, we'll print more." Vanessa says, handing me some invitations. 

"Okay, I'll start at the top of the alphabet, and Lyn-z, you start from the bottom. Vanessa, I want you to look online for some vintage outdoor wedding decor." I say, as the boys go over to Gee's laptop for something, probably the tuxes. Me and Lindsey begin writing out names and addresses on envelopes to send out tomorrow. 

"Okay, I do believe we're done." Lindsey says, hugging Colten. "We're gonna get going."

"Okay, love. See ya soon." I say, going over to her and hugging her. Her and Colten leave, followed by the rest. Serry is still sleeping, so I decide to go and get my scrapbook and look back at all the memories Gee and I had. I start from our very first date and go all the way through until I see my pregnancy pictures with the girls, and it makes me tear up as I look at all the pictures of the kids, until I find a picture, the most recent of all of us together, and I start sobbing. 

"Baby, what's wrong?" Gee says, coming from the closet where we keep the movies. I say nothing, just sob some more. He goes and finds a funny movie, and puts it in, and sits down beside me. "Hun, seriously what's wrong? All I know is that you were looking through the scrapbook and you just starting bawling suddenly, really what's wrong?" He asks again. I give him the scrapbook. He looks at the picture of us and all of the kids. 

"Gerard, look at that picture. 2 weeks after Jr was born, everyone was happy. It's been almost a month and a half since they went missing, and I know I'm not the only one who misses them. Gerard I miss my kids. " I say, now sobbing into his arms. He holds me and shushes me, telling me everything's okay. "What if they're dead? What if we never see our kids again?" I ask him.

"Babe, we still have our whole lives to look for them. We'll find them, I promise." He comforts me. "How about you go grab a shower and I'll meet you in bed? I think we're both pretty tired." 

"Okay." I say, simply. He goes upstairs and I go take a shower, but he doesn't realize how much I miss my kids. I really miss Tyaiga and Gerard.

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