never be hard to find

06

amber p.o.v

stiles jeep stopped in front of my house, my eyes were tired, tonight had be exhausting, seeing Erica, Scott, Derek, and Scott wolfed out had left an imprint on my mind. it seemed the world that i had thought i lived in was just an imagination. maybe all of this was happening around me way before and i had never realized it. the mysterious attacks, the footprints, and weird occurrences all blamed on wild animals from the forests. "hey, you okay?" stiles reached over to grab my hand, i shifted in the seat, looking out the window "yeah...just a lot to process" i paused looking over at him "ill see you in class" i quickly got out the jeep and began walking to my house.

as soon as i stepped inside, the lights came on and standing there was my mother and father, they're expressions angered. "where have you been?" my father yelled. i sighed and continued walking to the staircase, he quickly grabbed me by the arm, holding a tight grip "don't you dare ignore me young lady" i snatched my arm away "i was with Lydia" it was late, like 3am late, i could understand their frustration but it was uncalled for him to want to harm me. "really? because we called Lydia's parents and they said she arrived home 2 hours ago!" his voice boomed off the walls. "there was an accident" i said softly, remembering the events that had unfolded when me and stiles found the others. "Lydia left with a friend and Jackson disappeared so i had to take a ride from stiles" i might have lied but telling the truth would have gotten me in way more problems. my father finding out half of my friends were werewolves, would have him confine me to my bedroom. "i told you not to hang out with those meddling kids!" he grabbed my arm once more, i pushed him off making my mother gasp. 

'you don't get to tell me who i can, and can not be around" my chest heaved as tears threatened to escape "you made me leave the love of my life". my fathers angered face shifted slightly but stayed cold, stayed stubborn. "they're my friends, they love me, they care for me, they are there for me!" i continued, my mother stood her holding onto her chest "i don't care what you have to say, you cant control every aspect of my life" tears streamed down my face "if you want to protect me so bad, be a better father" i shouted. my mother gasped once more and i began racing up the steps.

i slammed the door and jumped into my bed, my relationship with my father had always been the best, he always supported my decisions, i was raised in a loving home and i cant complain, truth is i had it better then many. there was a shift though and i don't know where i had lost my relationship with him and where i had lost our bond. 

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i woke up to the sun hitting my face, i groaned loudly, i had fell asleep with last nights clothes still on, i reached over for my phone. Lydia had texted apologizing for just ditching me but that she couldn't find me and freaked out, there was another one by Scott

imessage 3:05am: "hey amber, call me when you can, i want to see if everything is  okay, i love you"

i replied with a smiley face and a thumbs up, i still needed time to process everything, don't get me wrong, Scott has been and will continue to be one of my closest friends but that exactly why its hurts, because he never told me, why did he hide it from me, it hit just as much as when i found out about Isaac. i got up from the bed and undressed,  going into my bathroom and getting into the shower, i let the water sooth my muscles, letting my thoughts take over. i loved showering, it let me think in peace, opening my mind to every possibility.

i ran down the steps and grabbed my skates from the side door, i could smell the breakfast my mom was cooking from the kitchen, i would love to run in and serve myself a plate but we weren't in the best terms. i opened the door and quickly stepped out. i changed my shoes for the skates and began skating down the road, i felt the air run through my hair and a smile played on my lips, i missed doing this. 

suddenly i felt myself flying up in the air, a scream left my lips, i heard tires screeching against the road, i landed on my back against the concrete. i held my breath, everything hurt, i felt blood trickling down my head, i closed my eyes, maybe this was it, maybe this was my time. everything was blurry and then everything else went black.

i woke up to the smell of alcohol, the lights were bright almost blinding me. i raised my hand to my face. "shh..its okay love" a sweet voice spoke, they held my hand. i furrowed my eyebrows, where was i? the last thing i remember i was flipping through the air. i finally opened my eyes widely and recognized my moms face.

"mom?" i tried to stand up, pain shooting through my body, i winced laying back down "be careful amber" he brushed her hand through my hair. i was in the a hospital room, i felt pain in my legs. 

"im sorry" i heard a soft deep voice speak, i looked over at the door, he was handsome, his eyes green and his jaw line sharp, he looked concerned, his eyes painfully furrowed, his lips pressed together. "i just moved into town and i was looking at the GPS on my phone" he paused "it still doesn't excuse what happened" i sat up completely. "its fine" i spoke, my voice raspy from the drugs or maybe the restless sleep. "im gonna be okay". my mom wrapped me in her arms and kissed my forehead making me squirm away.

he laughed, my dad stepped into the room with a couple of pillows and blankets. "hey, you're awake" he walked over and laid the blankets down, he gripped me in a tight hug, a groan escaping my lips. my dad pulled away and looked over at the handsome stranger "you can go Jason, she will be okay, thank you for bringing her to the hospital" Jason "don't mention it, it was my mistake" i smiled over at him and looked down at my hands. "but i'd like to keep in contact" i could feel his eyes on me "to see how you are doing" he expressed.

my mother nudged me,  i smiled my cheeks becoming flushed. i grabbed a note pad next to me and wrote down my phone number, i passed it over to him and smiled "thank you for bringing me and staying to what over me" i paused "it means a lot to me". he smiled and walked out the hospital room, i smiled softly, he was handsome. 

the rest 3 days went by quickly and i was discharged, Scott, stiles, and Lydia stopped by to bring me flowers and snacks. it was so annoying to have to walk around with a cast but it also gave me some days off from school so it wasn't so bad. Jason had been stopping by as well, he was sweet and soon i found myself not feeling so much hurt, it was comforting.