Draw the Shades and Close the Door (a Vic Fuentes Fanfic)

Chapter 18

~~Nina's P.O.V~~

Vic said he was going to shower and get dressed and I was welcome to shower at his too but i politely declined as I said to George I'd be back in the morning. Anyway, I'd feel more comfortable showering at my house. I did however tell him to come to mine in 2 hours so we could go and see Tony so Vic could apologise for getting mad at him. I probably should have texted Tony to tell him it was sorted but I had too much on my mind.

I spend the whole walk home thinking about what has just happened between me and Vic. It wasn't the first time I had done it but it was the first time it had been so..vigorous. It had actually kinda hurt, quite a lot, at one point when he pushed really deep but I didn't want to tell him that. I'm sure I'd get over it. I had sort of faltered at that point but Vic didn't noticed he was too immersed. None the less, I wasn't upset about it, quite the opposite. Vic was practically the man of my dreams and he wanted to be with me.

I got home and walked in through the door before shouting and telling G I was home. I heard him grumble something undecipherable. Guess he was out late yesterday too.

I took a long shower and tried to ignore the pain, it wasn't too bad. After my shower i put on clean underwear and a pair of shorts with tights and a loose crop top, I then redid my makeup and I was ready to go.

I must have been in the shower for ages because just as I finished blow drying my hair I heard Vic at my door.

'Im going out!' I shouted to George but he didn't respond so I left him a note before leaving the door.

~~Vic's P.O.V~~

Nina was quiet on the way to Tony's and we walked a lot slower than usual but i just put that down to being tired. She had said she slept well but I wasn't convinced.

'Are you ok?' I asked, naturally worrying about her.

'Fine.' She put on a smile but I'm not sure it was genuine. I wanted to know what was wrong but I didn't push the matter incase it was private and she didn't want to say.

'Ok baby, you can always tell me anything you know.' I said, making sure.

She snorted 'Vic, seriously I'm fine.' She Smiled.

We reached Tony's house eventually. We had a little bit of trouble finding it because I only vaguely knew where it was.

'Hey Nina, do you mind if I go alone to say sorry because I honestly don't want it to sound forced or like you've made me apologise but you can..'

'Yeah yeah that's fine, I was gunna say that anyway, I'll wait here.' She rubbed my arm.

I leaned down and kissed her quickly on the cheek before walking up to Tony's door. I was quite nervous because I didn't know how he would respond. I hoped it was him that opened the door, not his mum and to my luck, it was him.

Tony pulled back the door looking quite rough. I guessed he'd got no sleep thinking about what I had accused him of. One word of that at school from me and everyone would turn properly against him again. Sometimes I hated people taking my word for gospel.

Tony looked at me with a sad face. 'Look if you've come to hit me or shout abuse at me please just get it over with.' He said with defeat. He was a strong lad, no doubt he could probably take me but there he stood, waiting for me and letting me hit him.

'What? No! No no no Tony. I err I actually came to apologise for how I spoke to you yesterday, it was completely out of order and I was in the wrong. I really am ever so sorry and I'm ashamed of myself, I should never have said that. And actually Tony, you're not a loser at all, you're a really nice guy by what I've heard.' I said telling the absolute truth. Tony did seem like a nice guy and I would do my best to make sure he was never picked on again. I wished I had sooner.

'Oh, err thanks? I guess, take it Nina explained the tattoo thing then?' He asked quietly.

'Yeah she did we're err back together and I really am sorry Tony.'

'It's fine, I'm used to it.'

'Thats still no excuse. Are you ok? You looked tired?' I asked, wanting make sure he was fine.

'Yeah i just didn't get much sleep last night i was err quite worried I guess. Since you and Nina stood up for me things have been looking better and i just didn't want to go back to the way it was like I knew it would if you mentioned a word of what you thought. I didn't want to go back to that, life just wouldn't be worth living.' he confessed looking down to his wrists and rubbing them.

'Shit Tony, you haven't done anything stupid have you?' I said urgently grabbing his arm and pulling up the sleeve so it exposed some freshly made cuts.

Shit. I had caused this.

'Shit Tony!'

'Its fine man, just leave it.' He said pulling back his arm and looking down.

'Oh Christ.' I said rubbing my hands over my face. I couldn't deal with this. I didn't know how to deal with this.

'How long has this been going on Tony?.' I asked as I noticed a few more old scars.

He shrugged. 'Did it a few times when my dad died, and when I was getting badly bullied but I stopped, I knew it was stupid and then last night i just lost control.' He confessed.

'Shit Tony, you have no idea how sorry I really am and I know that I have no idea what you've been through but you mustn't ever do it again Tony. Don't let anybody ever make you feel like you need to do that cause you're better than that.'

'I know, I know is wrong and I don't know what came over me, guess it was just not wanting my life to go back to the way it was and I know it's wrong and that's why I stopped a while ago but last night I just...'

'Tony, if you ever need to chat, I'll be here man. I know we're not friends but I wanna change that and I want you to know you can chat to me or I'm sure Nina as well about anything, just as long as you don't do this again.' I said motioning to his cut wrists.

'Er yeah thanks Vic, I don't plan on doing it again. I better go..' He said pointing in towards his house.

'Hey you can hang out with Me and Nina today if you want.' I told him.

Tiny looked at me as if he was contemplating it. 'Er no it's fine, I'd be intruding between you two, don't worry about it.' He said sincerely.

'Okay Tony, see you at school and I'm so sorry once again.' I waved goodbye and walked off to find Nina again.

aw don't you all just love Tony

TWO CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY I KNOW HA

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