The Way We Live *Cimorelli Story*

Love & War

STATUS: Chillin' at the beach with my headphones hoping no pervert guys are looking at me.

I have Christina, Nick, Dani, Amy, and the little boys splashing in the water. Mike, Lisa, Alex, and Lauren just sitting with me under this umbrella. I'm just in my shades listening to music. Mike's telling Alex something about girls. Lisa's on her phone. Typical and Lauren's just sleeping. I would pull a prank on her, but then I would feel guilty. I hate my life sometimes. My family does everything to please the younger ones when the older ones just feel like nobodys. 

Sometimes I want attention. Like it's not hard to give Katherine a little spotlight moment. All the comments are about Lisa or Lauren. Dani, Amy. Does it say anything about Christina or Katherine? No. I told Lisa and Lauren I was going for a walk. They nodded. I didn't bother to tell the guys knowing they're in a 'deep' conversation. I was really stressed out because the family is so pressured. Mom and Dad are low on bills. The older ones from Mike to Lisa, we discussed how we're probably gonna get jobs. 

Mike:Personal Trainer | Pay's $8.00 an hour | 7 hours a day

Christina:Piano Teacher at this School | Pay's $6.00 an hour | 6 hours a day

Me:Baker! At 'Katie's Sweets' | Pay's $7.50 an hour | 5 hours a day

Lisa:Babysitter for the Johnson's family | Pay's $8.50 an hour | Depends on Johnson's

The little ones doesn't know about these things. I think Lauren and Dani overheard. Those snoopers. Don't think I don't know about they overhearing our conversation about Amy's problem. I'm Katherine like a ninja! Lauren and Dani need to know that they can't listen to our grown up talk. Mom and Dad doesn't know we're doing this. We want to be like a Santa gift. We just don't want the rest of the family to worry. The little boys are clueless. I know they want to help, but they just don't know how to. 

I just kept on walking until I couldn't anymore. When it all went black. 

Suddenly

the universe

disappeared. 

I was in my

own little world

where happy endings

do exist. 

I was with my family, 

my family, we were all happy.

Mom and Dad didn't have to worry

a thing about bills.

I had Justin Timberlake

as my boyfriend. 

Everything was so perfect. 

Then it just had to go worst.

Suddenly the sky

turned black.

I couldn't find my family.

Everyone was gone. 

I was gone. 

Alone. 

I screamed until I can't. 

I wanted to move, but

somehow I couldn't. 

I was numb. 

I looked down and saw 

that blood was coming out of me.

I cried in pain, depression, 

and guilt. 

I bet my family is good without me.

I'll always be there for them. 

I wish them the best of luck.

I see a light. A little girl comes out.

"HI!" Wow someone's jumpy.

"Hi, are you an angel?" 

"Nope."

"Then who are you sweety?" 

"Your Guardian Angel."

"What now?"

"You say your family is good without you? You can't give up that easily"

"But my heart says no and mind says they will be happy"

"Let's take a look in the future shall we?" 

I nod in hesitant. 

She took me to Mike. 

"He felt empty because one of his baby sister's left."

I saw scars. 

She took me to Christina. 

She was kinda happy. She was married to Nick, but I could tell she was depressed.

"She keeps a photo of you and her in her wallet and her iPhone screensaver."

She took me to Lisa. "She was in her room 24/7. The band broke up and she never listened to played music ever again."

Everyone needed me. 

I don't know why, but 

they did. 

They needed me to tell them 

from right, from wrong

from good and bad.

From  happy and sad.

Love and War. 

Peace and Hate

Life or Death. 

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