Dont Let Me Go

What Am I Feeling?

-Katie

As soon as those words slid out of my mouth Liam glared at me.

"So? Do you still love me" Liam asked looking half pissed off half about to burst out crying. I sighed and locked my eyes at the concrete ground.

Did I still love him..? Harry has been treating me like I was his girlfriend. And i loved it. He made me feel so special. And also knowing that he can keep secrets and can understand me made me like him even more. Though, the question was that if I still loved Liam. I had no clue. Two days isn't enough to make me decide. I had to have more time.

"Liam.. Babe. I still don't know. You hurt me. My body and my heart. Give me a little bit longer and ill tell you.'' I sighed grabbing his hand. He faked smiled and his bottom lip begun trembling a bit. I felt so bad.

"Liam. Don't cry. Please hun. Just don't." (A/N: I began crying writing this part. And as soon as I began to write it Moments came on. A FUCKING SAD SONG.) I begged as I wiped a tiny tear from his cheek. I began tearing up from seeing him cry over me.

"Liam, im sorry babe. I let you know the answer as soon as I figure it out. Okay?" I asked as I hugged him. I could hear him whimpering from holding in his tears. My heart broke from making him like this. Harry stood angry the whole time, obviously jealous and annoyed.

"Okay babe. I love you." He whispered. I nodded not knowing how to respond. He frowned and let go of me.

"Can you at least come home? We all miss you. Especially me." He questioned. He knows I didn't answer him yet. He's acting like I said I still loved him. I shook my head 'no' and his lip began trembling again. Harry rolled his eyes.

"Liam no. You know how emotional I get when you do that. Please hun stop it!" I said hugging him one last time. He let go and walked to his car. As he drove away he waved goodbye.

"Thank god he's gone now." Harry snapped. I glared at him and hit his arm.

"Shut up! That's my boyfriend. Don't forget that." I yelled as I walked upstairs to a random guest room and got my bag I packed from my house. I quickly got dressed and did my makeup. I walked out and saw harry sitting quietly at the kitchen table.

"Harry?" I asked taking a seat next to him. He looked at me, making his green eyes big and adorable. I smiled and hugged him.

"You know if me and Liam fix our relationship, me and you can still be friends." I knew he was feeling jealous earlier. He wanted to be Liam but he couldn't. He felt annoyed when Liam was making me feel bad for him.

"I don't want us to be friends."

"What?" I gasped. What?! He didn't wanna be friends at all?

"I wanna be your boyfriend. Liam doesn't deserve you. You don't deserve him. You deserve better! I'll treat you like a princess! I'll do whatever you want and I'll be there for you when you need me!" He said loudly, not exactly yelling. He was trying to prove his pint by raising his voice.

"What if I don't wanna be a 'princess'? What if I wanna be treated like a best friend? Like we aren't even together, but we have those cute, couple like moments? I don't want you to do everything for me! I'm not 3 ya know!" I snapped getting up and storming to my guest room. I slammed the door then sat on my bed running my hands through my hair.

"Kate, open up!" Harry pleaded as he knocked on the door.

"No!" I yelled throwing a pillow at the door. It didn't do anything, I just was pissed. Everyone wants to make me feel like a princess or a queen or their little baby but I don't wanna always be treated like the one who always gets hurt, the one who constantly needs someone to be there for them.

"Katie! I'm sorry, just please open up." He asked again. I gave up and unlocked the door and let him in. He walked in and pulled me to the bed.

"Listen. I'm sorry for making you mad. I just love you. And I don't want you to be with liam cause what if he hurts you again? I don't want you being hurt. I could barely stand seeing your scars on your face and chest. I just don't want you to be in pain anymore." He finished cupping my face in his hands. He grew closer to me as he put our lips together. It was a matter of seconds before I pulled away. He smiled and winked at me. I grew my eyes bigger and blushed. He layed down completely on the bed and pulled me with him. I put my head on his chest as he messed with my cheeks, brushing his hand up and down them. He quietly sang "The A Team" by Ed Sheeran as I hummed along. I could feel him smiling as I began actually singing with him.

"You sound beautiful." He whispered. I shook my head and blushed.

"Nuh uh. Shut up." I joked closing my eyes feeling his chest move up and down from laughing. He intertwined our fingers and layed still. I quit humming and singing and fell asleep in Harry's arms.

-4 hours later-

I woke up and got off of Harrys chest.

I looked at my phone seeing I got a text from Kihley.

From Kihley;

Hey! I'm gonna pick you up soon to bring you over to Zayns. We all miss you! Be ready! xxx

Shit! That was sent 15 minutes ago! She was gonna be here any minute. I got up and ran downstairs. I put on my shoes and my jacket. I ran my hand through my hair attempting to fix it. The door bell rang so I opened the door. Right on time. Kihley stood there smiling.

"Ready?" She asked. I nodded my head grabbing my bag from the couch. Harry appeared on the stairs looking at me.

"Where are you going?" He asked sadly.

"Im just going to Zayns to say hi to everyone Kay?" I asked. He smiled and nodded his head.

"Sure. Be back tonight!"

Was I even gonna be back tonight?

I walked to Kihleys car and got in. She followed after me and started the car. And drove off to Zayns house.

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