Thin lines between love and hate

Chapter 10

Ray's POV:
I got home home and went straight to my room, I was so mad at myself for what happened I punched my wall leaving a dent, I can't believe I let this happen, I let her slip right through my fingers. I needed to take a walk and get myself together.

As I was talking my walk everything that happened earlier played I head telling my self that history does repeat it self. I headed to the park which was good because it was vacant, I sat on ten bench taking in my surroundings letting every burden I had go and feeling a tear run down my face. I honestly didn't know what to do but just sit there but I couldn't sit their long I needed to take another walk.

Nicole's POV:
I kept pacing back and forth wondering where my son was, he has been gone for 3 hours now and I've tried everything, calling and texting but he just wouldn't respond. "Nicole baby, will you please stop pacing and just take a seat, he'll come home" my husband said trying to get me to calm down but it wasn't working " I can't ok, wouldn't he doesn't come, wouldn't he's hurt or worse, Raymond I can't take this I need to find him" I said worrying about my son " baby, you have got to calm down ok take a deep breath and relax" I did what he suggested and a few minutes later Ray came through the door. " Ray " I said running to him giving him a big huge "are ok are you hurt" I said checking to make sure he wasn't hurt " I'm fine mom, look guys I'm sorry I left and that I was for so long I didn't mean to worry you ok, I'm sorry" he said sounding hurt " son, is everything ok your not acting like yourself " my husband asked " yeah... I'm fine" I said going back to my room and locking the door behind me because on the inside I wasn't alright...I was hurt and didn't tanks what to do about.

Dominique's POV:
The next morning
I was so glad that today was Saturday and that I didn't have to face Ray or Jessica today, I was able to sleep late and just relax and be lazy. It was 10:15 am and my alarm clock went off so I hit the snooze button and tried to go back to sleep but for some reason I just couldn't so I just sat up stared off into space. I got my clothes, towel and wash cloth ready to take my shower, I let the water heat up a little hotter than usual and as soon as I stepped I felt relaxed. Every single drop of water that hit my body my was like my problems being washed away. I stood in the a few more minutes then I washed my body and shampooed my hair then got out and dried off, blow dried my hair and put on some sweatpants, my Jordan's and a t-shirt and went to the kitchen and fixed a bowl of cereal. I noticed my mom had left a note and she was telling me and my sister how they had to go to a meeting and that they will be gone for a while, as I was just about done reading my sister Simone came down stairs and fixed her s bowl of cereal as well " morning" she said still sounding tired " morning" I said back "you ok" she asked, I can't believe we're going through his conversation again " yeah I'm ok Simone, you don't have to worry about me ok I can handle myself " I said patting her head and she rolled her eyes " so what do u plan on doing today?" She asked "don't know" I said finishing the last bit of cereal and putting got in the sink "well me and Brianna are going to the movie room to watch Captain America the Winter Soldier if you want to join us" she said "ok, I'll be up in a minute" I said and she made her way to the movie room, I stood there for a minute and let out a sigh then I headed up stairs to join my sisters.

Ray's POV:
I really don't plan on doing anything think today but stay home I couldn't just that, I needed to take another walk just to help clear my head even more. I sat at the edge of my bed thinking on what would happen on Monday when I went back to school or if I even if I decided to go to school. I got my clothes, towel, and wash cloth and took a shower and its was a good shower too. After my shower I dried off, put on my sweat pants, t-shirt and some nikes then I made my way to the kitchen to fix me a bowl of cereal thinking of what else I would do today. After eating I took my keys and went for a walk my parents weren't home and my sister was at a friends house so I had the house to myself for a while, and just like I did yesterday I went to the park and there were a few people there but not much to where it got to the point were I couldn't think. I sat on the bench and took in my surroundings with the birds chirping, kids playing, and people talking only for me to realize that when I was looking at the children I thought of what me and Dominique's future would be like and how we would be as parents.

I really hope that day would...