Thin lines between love and hate

Chapter 4

Chapter 4:
At school
Dominique's POV:
We arrived at school and already I want to go home and I most definitely don't want to be around Ray but I guess to bad right, because out of 8 classes we have 5 together and our first class together is math and I would have to say this thought but the bad part about that is we sit right next to each other. But see that's the thing when you don't want teachers to do something or hope they don't do something they always end up doing that one thing that you hope doesn't happen. I headed to homeroom with Ray right behind me and then I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around giving him 'I don't want to be bothered' look and he knew what was up, but I guess he didn't care because he was leaning up against the lockers and I'm not going to lie he did look kinda sexy with his hazel eyes and serious look, I can't believe I'm thinking about him like this I mean am I really starting to have feelings for this guy, after all he is my best friend or was my best friend. Are best friends able to date, is it even possible? What do you want" I said with no emotion in my voice " what do you mean what do I want, I want to talk to you is that so much to ask" he said " talk about what, last night" I said "yeah" he said and I notice he had some sadness is his voice, I could always tell when Ray www upset and didn't want to talk about anything, but I could tell he really wanted to talk about last night "Ray, we have nothing to talk about ok I'm done with it, let it go because if you were so concerned about my wellbeing and my feeling you wouldn't said what you said to me" I said feeling tears forming in my eyes and I immediately looked away "listen ok I'm sorry" he said " you know what Ray, keep your sorry because it doesn't mean anything to me, now if you'll excuse me I have to get to class" I gave him one last look then stormed off to math class feeling tears begin to run down my fave but I quickly wiped them away before anyone could see me crying.

I can't wait for this day to be over I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take...

Ray's POV:
It made me upset that me and Dominique are going through this situation right now and even though we aren't in a real relationship I thought we would be in I still want Dominique to be in my life, I want a real relationship with her, be able to call her my girlfriend, get married, have children but I don't know if that will ever happen if our relationship continues to go down hill like this. I removed my self from my thought and headed to math class along with Dominique and after our little conversation In the hallway I know she's not going to want to talk to me for the rest of the day or even for a while.

I really messed up this time...