How you ever wondered what it's like to have feelings for your best friend, like real feelings for them as you can't stop thinking about them even though they can be one of the most annoying people in the world but you know you will always love them...
The next day Dominique's POV: Today was the day that Simone and I are going discuss everything that's been going on with me and Ray. Simone definitely knows what this feels like because she went through the same thing a few years back and all I have to say is that I am so happy for her that she found Brandon, he means the world to her and she means the world to him. I smiled just thinking about them, sometimes I wish me and Ray were more like them but hey; life goes on and what's in the past is in the past. You can't change it. I got out of bed and picked an outfit to wear, getting ready to take my shower.
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After taking my shower I got dressed and headed back to my room and sat on my bed for a few minutes when I received and text message from Simone.
Text convo Simone: hey, are you dressed Me: yep, so where do you want to meet? Simone: you decide Me: I can't decide where we should go Simone: 😡😒 Me: Is there a problem Simone: you know what, whatever. Do you want to go to Roma Ristorante Italiano? Me: yeah sure Simone: ok meet me there Me: alright later Simone: later
Text convo over
After texting Simone I got collected my purse, keys, and jacket and headed out the door only to bump into someone.
"Ray, um hi" I said not knowing what to say, we haven't talked since the breakup "hey" he said with no emotion what so ever "um, did you my letter" I asked nervously, I could tell me knew I was nervous when because he caught me messing with my charm bracelet "yeah I did, you really think it's going to make me feel better" he said, I could he was getting angry. I stood there and comb my hair with my hand "you know what Ray, your right. It wasn't supposed to make you feel better ok. I just wanted to tell you that I was sorry for what I did, but like I said you either except it or you don't. You made it so clear to me that what said meant nothing to you obviously and it was a total waste of my time" I said walking off but stopped at my tracks to say something else "and another thing Ray, I'm glad I cheated on you because I don't have to deal with this crap anymore. I was fine before you, I'll be fine after" I said "same here" he said and walked off, I did the same.
At the restaurant When I arrived to the restaurant I sat in my car for a few minutes to process what just happened only to realize I had been crying "why did I say that" I told myself. I dried my tears and got out the car and headed inside looking for Simone "over here" I heard her say, I turned around and spotted her at a booth, I walked towards her " hey what's wrong" she asked, I didn't bother lying " I ran into Ray on the way here and we had a fight" I told her "what happened" she asked "when I was leaving the dorm I bumped into him and said hey, then I asked him did he get my letter and he was like did you really think it was going to make me feel better and a whole bunch of other stuff was said. I don't want to talk about it anymore" I said "that's fine" she said handing me a tissue "thanks, you know the sad part about it is I want to be with him so bad, and to realize that I won't have another chance with him" I said bursting into tears "hey, don't say that, maybe in the future you guys will get back together" she told me "what if we don't" I said back " and what if you do, you can't sit here and put yourself down like this, Dominique we're human, we're going to make mistakes ok" she said "I know" I said back " how about we do this another day, would that be fine" she asked "yeah" I replied back softly "I'll see you later ok" she said getting up from the table "later" I said, she left and I remained at the table.
