In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Sometimes

Sometimes all you want is for someone to understand .
For someone to sit in silence while the sadness speaks for you .
Even if your not moving your lips for them to be able to read your lips without the movement
And even if your eyes are hidden behind tears they can still see the pain.
Even when your mind is saying yes they know your body is saying no.
When you say you wish you were dead ,when really they know you need to go to bed and rest because they want you to stay