Her face is puffy and red
White painful tears stream down her face
She cries out loudly
Hoping someone will hear her silent screams
So many voices going through her head
Telling net now better she would feel if she were dead
She places he shaking had over her ears
Trying not to listen
She yells out once again for help
Yet no one comes to rescue
Se then remains sitting there on her cold bathroom floor ,
While the clock ticks by .
Her body begins to shake buncontrollably unable to stop it all .
Starting to realise that no one cares felling so Alain and helpless .
She finally comes to the decision
That's there is Only one thing to do .
She brings her shaking hands toether ,closes her eyes and prays
She speaks to god one last time
She opens her eyes one last time
And quickly grabs for the razor blade
She forces the sharp blade against her wrist
She starts slitting her veins , deeper and deeper into her flesh .
The dark blood lots out onto the floor
Feeling weaker and weaker
Becomes get more and more unconsiounce by the second
The blade drops from her hand into the cold floor ,her finally resting place.
Her cold body now collapses to the flier and she slowly begins to feel the pain fade away Along with her soul
Finns falling into an endless sleep.
She lays their dead ,yet free of pain .Its now quiet
No screams
No tears
No suffering
Just silence
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In too deep -Depression and selfharm
PoetryA collection of poems and quotes about self harm ,suicide ,anxiety and depression . Number 14 in poetry -Jul 2016 Number 11 In poetry -August 2016