In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Pills

Suicide

some slash their wrists,

ingest a bottle of pills,

jump off a high rise building

hang themselves or

blow their brains out

And in that moment

when there bleeding to death,

closing their eyes for the last time

hanging loose in the air,

about to let their weight drop

and let that

bullet pierce through their skull

are moments ,they feel most alive.

Maybe suicide

is meant for that

so very "special moment"

to feel alive

just once

before you cease to exist