In too deep -Depression and selfharm

I'm dead

Mummy ,daddy
Can't you see
How much your words are hurting my?
I think of every word you said
As nights when I can't seem to sleep in my bed

Sister ,brother
Don't you hear
I'm in my room holding back every tear
I don't want you to know I'm broken
So I'll keep smiling and leave all the pain unspoken

Friends ,lover
Don't you know
There are so many things I chose not to show
I scream
I cry
I cut
I lie
But most of all I wanna die

People , society
Where is the girl I used to be ?
You meant me go insane in the head
Congratulations to everyone of you
I'm dead