In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Broken

I SAID IM FINE

I really meant I'm not fine, please help me

I SAID IM JUST TIRED

I meant I cant take this anymore

I SAID I ALREADY ATE

I meant I'm staving

I SAID GO AWAY

I meant show me you care enough to stay

I SAID IM JUST COLD

I meant I didn't want you seeing the scars

I SAID I WAS BETTER

I meant I have never been this bad

I SAID IM OKAY

I meant I want to die