In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Any one for a drink?

Au;I've started eating a little bit again,I ate about 200 calories today🙄I still feel so bad but I fainted and had to eat something.Hows everyone else doing?🌺

Being suicidal doesn't necessarily mean youre holding a gun to your head .

Sometimes it means smoking a cigerate in the hope that youll get cancer and die.

Or jaywalking across the street without looking because you don't care if you get hit by a car .

Sometimes it means having sex with a stranger hoping you'll catch a STD and die.

Or not sleeping and not eating in the hope that the exhaustion kills you.

Or even not washing your hands so you will get sick and die.

Sometimes it means being cruel to the people you love or ignoring them, because they leave and you'll have less reasons to live.

Or not getting to your work for school, so you'll get fired and have less of a purpose.

Sometimes it means partying hard in the hopes that your liver will fail and you'll die.

Or putting yourself in potentially painful situation so maybe it will  be the last straw.

Being suicidal doesn't necessary mean trying to die .

A lot of the time

I means not putting any effort into living.