Have you ever broken down sobbing after being strong for so long ?
Crumbled to the floor
Hands to your face
Your face crunches up and you let out the first gasp
You try to be quite but it ends up loud heartwrenching sobs
You cry and cry so much you can't breath
You ask who Evers up their
"Why me ?"
"Why"
"Why this ?"
"Why can't I just be dead?"
You say you want to end it all right here right now
You sob trying to grasp breaths between
Eventually you completely collapse on the floor
And you just lay thier,
Numb.
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In too deep -Depression and selfharm
PoetryA collection of poems and quotes about self harm ,suicide ,anxiety and depression . Number 14 in poetry -Jul 2016 Number 11 In poetry -August 2016