In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Bloody wrists

I'm sitting on the floor
I'm crying so much more
Trying to erase this pain
Trying to fogey your face
Sitting here with the blade in my hand
Running so slow , blood dripping down in a deep red colour
Flowing freely the I want to feel
I'm sitting in the floor holding my hand out
I'm holding a bottle
A bottle filled with pills
Ik crying so hard the pain is unbearable
I'm feeling so wear
I'm sitting on this floor
Holding a blade
Crying like crazy
Trying to take this pain away trying my best to fight it
My eyelids feel heavy ,my door so far
Falling into sleep
I'm laying on a bed
I'm so confused ,Where am I ?
My throat feels sore ,my body screams in pain
I'm looking around
I'm in a white room
I try to move my hands are stuck
I try to get up, I feel restraints
What happened to me ?Im laying in a bed trying to get up
My head hurts .A nurse is here
A shot is administered
I drift to sleep
I'm a the psych ward
Why am I here ?
I'm laying on a bed
Laying so still
My wrists hurt to no end
I'm crying out loud
Screaming and cursing
My body hurts ,I can't remember
All I removed are my bloody wrists and a bottle of pills
All I remember is the pain I was
In...