In too deep -Depression and selfharm

I'm okay

au; i'm so sorry guys i've been really bad and with my birthday i've been away from social media. I hope you're all okay 💖

I look at myself in the bathroom light.

Yes I'm okay.

Yes I'm okay because I have a plan ,a solution;

I'm going to kill myself.

I'm going to do it tonight.

This is such a farce, this whole thing

I thought I was better ,but I'm not better.

I tried to get stable and I cant get stable.

I tried to turn conners but their wasnt any