In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Cried

Have you ever laid in bed and just cried ?
Because you think your ugly
Because your not good enough for anyone
You counted all your flaws from head to toe
Making yourself feel worse
Cried because of all the comments people blurt out actually hurt
Cried because your family is disfuntiobabl and never understand you
They tell you to stop complaining
Even through they don't understand your life
You don't to seem like an attention seeker so you bottle it up
Around friends and family
You've created a fake smile and spoke believe it
But at night time
When your alone in bed
The girl that everyone thought was so happy
Is crying her broken heart out