In too deep -Depression and selfharm

Truth

Au:this book comming to an end soon,Shall I carry it on?

When she smiles and laughs

it no longer sounds hollow

for she had learned

to mask her sorrow

she's so uncertain

of why she's sad

her life is fine now

why does it hurt so bad?

tears wont fall

she forgot how to cry

most of the time

she just want to die

she's obsessed with this concept

that skinny is perfect

she pukes if she eats

just trying to feel worth it

she looks in the mirror

and hate what's she sees

she slices at her skin

screaming

"I don't want to be me!"

but by tomorrow

No one will now

shell smile and laugh

the scars wont show

they think she is better

they couldn't be more wrong

she plays the part well

they think she is strong

now and again

someone she's past her mask

they study her face

and quietly asks

she looks back smiling

and say she's "fine "

but the truth is

she alwsy lies