Eclipse (Chapter 2)
Bitch
"Leah ... Leah ... damn it I know you hear me".
"What do you want Embry?"
"Here...You could continue to do the patrol?"
"Because you have some commitment?"
"No, it's an order of Sam. Bella comes to visit us, and you know it that he does not want that itself know in ride".
"No problem Embry, I prefer to stay away from the -den- rather than the watchdog of Isabella Swan".
"You must always have the last word?"
"Yes! While you are there you can make of the numbers as give her the paw, to do a somersault and say: bau, bau".
Good heavens Embry as you can to love the friend of the vampires?
They are our sworn enemies. Instead you have accepted she it without reservations, you have revealed the secrets of the pack and she is become the new bestfriend of Emily. Every time that I I think at this, I hear the bowels in twist. Is ridiculous that I are jealous of my cousin and of the friendship born with the daughter of Inspector Swan.
"Embry, Embry".
Not responding. Maybe it's already back in human form. You probably can not wait to revisit that little goose. Or he feel offended for what I thought.
"What do you want Leah?".
That kid uses the same tone that I reserved at he a moment ago.
"Seth?"
"It's going to the den. A Sam he asked permission to remain. Their invent something".
"I had to imagine".
For my brother Bella is a kind of sister acquired. The prefers to me. He says that she is affable, kind, tender, funny and other nonsense like that. Always forget to add that she is silly and without backbone; that hurts at the his idol, who is a friend of the vampires and she love a vampire. But this is what fascinates him.
I emit guttural cry to express my disgust.
"What was that?"
"Nothing that at you care".
"Leah if you were not so sour..."
"Mind your own business and you think to the your origins".
"Leah you are own a bitch".
"Thank you".
Good he stay moving away. Probably he will complain with Sam. He can not stand when I remind everyone that it is an illegitimate. As I can not stand that he to have been accepted without problems at the inside of the pack. His birth means that one of the many, respectful elderly is only a pig traitor. But for them, there are no problems. No problem with him, but many to accept me. If I was the illegitimate would be has stayed even worse. I start to run, but now and then I stop. At times I think I hear a familiar smell, sweet. Stench of vampire. Sam once brought me close to the residence of the Cullen. I had to sniff with carefully and remember then. I have often wondered if the vampires have never respected the pact. I do not believe, especially what they call Emmett. One that does not seem to respect the rules. But my suspicions I keep them for me. No one would believe me, without count that they have their fans to defend them. On all Bella and my brother. But at Jacob I would give an excuse to kill them all, especially his rival. But this would lead to a more serious conflict. I do not want something bad happens to my family, to Emily, Sam and those morons of the pack and at the elderly. I not me would forgive never. But even if not outbreak an civil war, they would hate me even more.
Despite I not been advised, I reach the -den- toward the dusk. I see that Bella finally returns to her home, accompanied by that foolish of Jacob. Before leaving she hugs Emily. I growl in the to see the scene. The only thing missing to complete the little picture dull is Seth. For him, the curfew takes around 18:00. In the end they all go and of course I not did warn. Maybe I should stay in wolf form and wait for someone of they call me. Only that I me put it in trouble and their would consider myself an fool. Idiot if I obey, bitch if I do not.
I decide to disobey and return home in human form. Seth is still at table. Eat like a wolf. He is telling my mother of the day spent with Bella. He is all too excited. But as he's wrong? San. Bella made us the honor to visit us. Maybe we should proclaim these days as the Isabella Day.
"Honey the dinner is..."
"I'm not hungry, thanks".
I hear my mother sigh and my brother said that he will eat my share. I within in shower and I let the water run. No matter how the water is hot, I can never burn. When I go out I find Mom that hands me a sandwich.
"Thanks, but I'm not hungry".
"Please Leah".
She looks at me with his usual expression: a mixture of apprehension, resignation and compassion. I hate to be pitied.
I go into my room before can feel my stomach grumble. I'm hungry, but do not feel like eating anything. I feel anger and pain. It hurts to see Emily and Bella best friend. It was easy for her to replace me. And I that the I do from bridesmaid for andarle in against. How stupid. It hurts me too that Sam does not want that our enemies come to know that there is someone like me in the wolf pack. That's ridiculous. Jacob informed Bella who briefed the bloodsuckers on how many we are into all. I know it does not yet know of Quilt and of my brother, but it will soon. Jacob will tell you everything at she. He does not respect the rules and none one ever says anything, not even his father. Is it just me that from keep hidden, as if I were a disgrace. The only shame that I recognize in the flock is the presence of Embry... Or there have fear of being mocked. Certainly not is for the element of surprise that says Sam. The others have chuckled when he has said so. Everybody knows that I are the weakest of the pack. I run fast, go well for the patrols. But even if their do not me exceed in speed, they are always faster of the vampires and for their is enough. It is in these moments that I wonder why I was born. What the hell can I serve. For the herd I do not go well, and even for the human race.
Or Sam has you afraid that I would have ruined the friendship between Bella and Emily. My cousin has finally found a friend and it's not right to hurt her again. I could never do an what of the genre. Although she has not been honest with me I never stopped loving her, but it's hard to mend the relationship. I hope that Sam did not do it for me. Her kindness is torture.
Rather than thinking about the day today I prefer to focus on the hunger cramps.
Before going to sleep Seth comes from to me. You know what I said Embry. It was still in wolf form and has captured my thoughts. You angry for as I consider Embry, the herd, Bella and her friends vampires. My brother likes the bloodsucker. He like their more than me.
This hurts me, but I do not want that he understand. I say only that I find it disgusting that he is attracted to beings that feed of the sap vital of other creatures, whether animals or men.
I tell him this, however, in my own way: acidly, with badness and disgust, without a minimum of touch. As if he make disgust as their. In fact I love it, but Seth not will have to never know what I feel for him. Now he look me really bad. I know I have hurt at my brother and the only word that comes out of his mouth is:
"BITCH!"
I never tire of saying: I love LEAH. In my opinion is the character most beautiful and sensitive of the whole saga.
I apologize for the bad translation.
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