Breaking Dawn (chapter 6) new pack

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by uffachefatica

by uffachefatica

Breaking Dawn (Chapter 6)

new pack

Jacob finally accepted me. Not that he is the happy. Poor Seth, even he is not happy in the situation, as Edward and other leeches. Them have fear that I do something of mistaken, especially the husband of Bella. I'll have to be very careful, not a misstep. I can not give them wrong, and my brother was all too clear: 'you always ruin everything'. Already, in this I are very good. Well Leah, did you find something in which you are good. You smile stupid girl. In the end they felt a little 'guilty. I did not want this. Should I better hide my feelings. But it bothers me that they feel guilty towards the Cullens and Bella for having accepted me. That silly girl is afraid of me, not of the vampires. She said to my new alpha that I do not quite understand. But thing is there to understand? She wants to become a vampire, a being unnatural that is nourished by the lifeblood of its victims ... As I can understand something so disgusting? He has already begun to feed on blood because of the creature she is carrying, and she not finds the blood disgusting.

But Jake on three things you are wrong: it is not true that he not like at me. I know Jacob since he was very small, although for him are now little more than an acquaintance, for me is still my old childhood friend. But this is something too personal to share. And he also wrong on the issue of Bella. I admire the your courage to want to continue the pregnancy. I know it does for the child. Perhaps I would have done the same myself for my son...

But above all, I have not changed wolf pack only for myself, I did it also for my brother. I love Seth, just like I love Sam, me cousin and my mother. Poor mom. I left a note for roughly explain the situation. Eventually she went to report everything to the elderly, including Sam. When I heard her howling, the tone he used. He did not seem angry but sad. It was heartbreaking to hear her voice even though he was in wolf form. I would have started crying but fortunately I was detained. must not see me weak, no one should see me so. I do not want to be pitied or humiliated, not again.

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Are passed a few days since I joined the new pack. Things are a little 'better with Jake and Seth. I not give them trouble and them do not give trouble me. Sam was not stop in this period. He tried to convince my brother and me to get back. He did not come him in person. Perhaps he did not trust to leave the reserve or rather Emily, his Emily alone. 'That's how we find our soul mate'. I am reminded of his words and the tone of his voice, as if to justify the end of our relationship: there was a reason why I left you Leah. I sometimes I wonder why if Emily has always been intended for him, he not himself in love before her. He knew her for a long time.

That coward has ordered at Jared of say that he felt my lack and of to use also the nickname he had given me when we were still an couple, just to get me to come back in the old pack. I to missing at he? Lousy liar. It has only fear of being outnumbered and perhaps he feared that others can join the pack of Jacob, like Embry and Quil. No, not latter. Has imprinted on a child, the niece of my cousin. Who knows how many of the Young girls have yet to meet their wolf boy. The only defective of the family is me. Or maybe I just have the last name wrong last name. I sigh, as far as you can sigh in wolf form, and put my paw over a plug for the wickedness that I just thought. Clearwater is the surname of my father.

I just hope that the decision to leave the wolf pack to unite it to that of Jacob does not create problems to the mother. I know he wants that we to go back. I love my mother, but I know we can not go back ... at least not I.

When I reread the chapter in which LEAH enters the pack of Jacob, I tried again angrily. Jacob realizes that for her it was hard in the old pack, but also blames she of have put of the her. The problem is that it looks that just her have to understand out to people. I do not think reading the book that he had seen a similar effort on the part of the other characters (the same Jacob in the same chapter admits that he not made no effort to comprehend and understand, like the others. LEAH suffers and is very sensitive (and I will always be on the subject, are talkative), others not. And if it happens that one of them is sick, it is only for a while and there is always someone nearby ready to console him as happened to Bella with Jacob.

In short, I all the selfishness of LEAH, her "evil", I not the see it, as I struggle to see the good things of the other characters. Although on a page seem that them feel empathy towards LEAH, immediately after there is another page that lets you know otherwise. As usual, I apologize for the confusion.

P.S. I never thought I LEAH did not include the fact that Bella was sacrificing to give at the Renesmee light. It would not make sense and I do not i think she know you hate that girl. He does not love his part vampire. And what about the part that got on Emily and Sam, I doubt that the latter did not know already the second cousin of LEAH. Also because he is a distant relative of Clearwater thanks to Sue. I thought that somehow you could see.

The campaign speech on Vote LEAH is longer at the end of the chapter. Kisses, kisses ... always exaggerate, but the few people who know me inside the site know why.