New Moon (chapter 3) broken hearts

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by uffachefatica

by uffachefatica

New Moon (chapter 3)

broken hearts

Poor Jacob, the is trying all with Bella. But that girl has the broken heart. It will take time, a long time. I hope that it will have the patience to wait and that his love can help she. I know how it feels. My heart has not stopped bleeding. I had not improvement from when he left me. I looks like a shadow of myself. The night is the worst time. I miss the breath, the pain burns and freezes at the same time. And my heart, is as if someone bites in continuation. The pain that I feel make me close in fetal position, in a ridiculous attempt to protect what little remains. The only difference between Bella and me is that she at least, in addition to cry, least she succeeding at to scream. I not my hold instead. I do it for my family. I cry though, I cry every night until I feel your eyes burn. But this outburst does not work much. The morning after i'm worse than the previous day. Also for this reason i always the hair on the face. I do not want others to see how me have reduced their betrayal. I hate to be pitied. I pity, as is done with the less fortunate. I feel almost teasing and perhaps the I really am. They are especially the gaze and the words of my mother that hurt me more: 'You seems more close to her...' She succeeding to understand them, but not me. Or perhaps she think that mine is only the classic baked adolescent. I'm her daughter, but in the end she knows nothing of me, or maybe I am simply not know myself.

I really hope Jacob can do something for she, and she for him. The deserve both.

Let's just hope that girl will not face other stupid stuff. She have risked of lost in the woods and freezing to death. Fortunately she was found by Sam. Sometimes I wonder if it would have done so well fee with me. If I disappeare who knows if he was looking for me. But the answer i know already. No! I would not have done. I are not longer important to him. He had a ring, an small wooden faith identical to mine. He had taken they in a stand and when he put me the ring on her finger, he at that moment I had sworn eternal love... and thirty minutes after, he left me. Lousy bastard. When he returned to tell me that it was all over, he no longer had the ring. Surely he threw the ring. Thrown, as it did with the three years we spent together. The worst thing is that I can not feel hatred, I have a lot of anger inside, but do not hate them. I still love him and I love my cousin. I'm really stupid.

The of dad voice wakes me from my thoughts. I see him worried. I know that he was from Charlie. I try to reassure him telling him that Jake will be able to help her. But he does not seem to believe much. Like his friend, he has to live with a daughter who it is bad, very bad for love. It should be one of the most beautiful sentiments and noble, but also has a very bad self-interest, the pain. Fierce and terrible.

I apologize for the bad translation.