Jay x Abused! depressed! reader

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(First story with Jay, yay! And this is equestria girls to make a little more sense....)

Reader's pov

I wandered the streets alone, I didn't want to go home. My parents abused me and I don't want another beating, my limbs still hurt from my one this morning!.. I wish I can just die already, nobody cares about me... I walked into a forest, I like coming here because it's away from everyone, away from the hate, the city. Here, it's just nature! Even though my pain follows me here... once I got deep in the woods I sat down on a fallen tree and grabbed my small rectangular friend out of my pocket, I smiled, it was my only friend... it gave me relief every time I used it... I placed the sharp object to my already scarred and bruised wrist, I started cutting. 3 cuts, then 8, then 11. My right arm was covered in twenty two cuts and no room for more. As I swapped arms, I realised something, I don't need to return home. I can just die right here! I smiled and placed my razor blade in about the middle of my arm, and I glided it down to my hand. All my blood was just dripping to the ground, I teared up, not just from the pain, but also from happiness. I don't need to deal with any pain anymore, I'll soon be free... My tears fell and mixed in with my blood. My vision became blurry, but I could make out a dark figure running towards me, and I blacked out before I could see who or what it was.....

I woke up in a strange, comfy, bed. I was confused at first, but then I was disappointed, I was supposed to be dead! I got off of the bed when I heard footsteps, I wanted to hide, I don't know what this thing will do to me! I hid behind the dresser, and lucky me! I spotted a gun just laying there under the bed, I grabbed it. It had bullets! The door opened at a dark figure walked in, when it got close I jumped out and and pointed the gun at the things chest,"Stay the fuck back!" I screamed,"Whaoh, whaoh, whaoh! Calm down!" He said and put his hands slightly up,"Where am I and why the hell am I here?!" I ordered, he backed away one step,"Look, you're at my place. And I saw you out in the woods and you passed out from blood loss, and..." he trailed off, before I even realised what happened I was trapped in his arms with him holding the gun to my temple. "I don't appreciate you pointing a gun at me..." the boy hissed, I whimpered. He scoffed,"If I let you go, will you behave?" He asked, his creepy tone scaring me. I shyly nodded, having no idea what would happen if I don't listen to him. He put his arm down and I was free from his grasp, I stepped back, turned around, and looked at him. He had grey skin, short messy ash black hair that almost covered his right crimson eye. He wore a black sweater with a red and white stripe on both sleeves, and with a dark grey shirt underneath it. Besides looking creepy, he's kinda cute... What?! He chuckled,"Like what you see?~" he asked with a flirty wink, I blushed and looked down, I must've been staring. He chuckled and turned towards the door,"Come on out whenever you want, gorgeous." He said and walked out, shutting the door behind him and he took the gun with him. I remembered what I did and looked at my arms, they were bandaged up. Did that boy do that?.. I silently walked out of the bedroom I was in, I spotted the boy sitting on the couch, he was sharpening a knife. I sneaked towards the door, when I got to it I turned my head to see if he was still sharpening the knife. He was right there! He stabbed the knife into the wall just above my head, I yelped and ducked in fright,"Where do you think you're going?!" He snapped,"I... uhmm.... Just wanted to see what's behind this door." I chuckled nervously,"That door leads outside, it's also the door that if you try walking out if, you'll die.." The boy hissed, I got mad,"So what? You stopped me from killing myself, but now you're threatening to kill me?!" I yelled at him,"I did it because I couldn't see you die from suicide! If you're going to die, atleast let it be from me!" He huffed, "Well, you got a knife right there, use it!" I ordered,"No." He replied,"What?" I asked,"No, I'm not going to kill you." He repeated,"Okay, I'll go then. Once I'm far from this place, don't save me from suicide." I huffed and opened the door. Before I could step outside he shut the door,"But I'm not letting you leave either." He hissed,"What?!" I yelled, getting annoyed."I can't let you try anything, so you're staying here, with me." He answered, he tried sounding nice but he failed. I glared at him,"What? You'll be away from your abusive parents, away from the city, the hate. And you'll be living where you love coming to, the forest!" He pointed out, I froze for a second,"How did you know that?" I asked, a little surprised he knew that. "I sorta watched you whenever you came here.... and followed you home a few times...." he mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck,"Well you, sir..." I trailed off, I pointed at him,"are a stalker." I finished,"I guess I am." He chuckled, he wrapped his arm around me,"You look tired, you should rest." He said, he sounded.... Worried? He picked me up bridle style, causing me to blush, he carried me back to the bedroom. He sat me down on the bed and threw the covers over me, I glanced at the time and seen it was almost midnight.. The boy turned and started to walk away, but I grabbed his sweater sleeve,"Wait!" I squeaked, he stopped and looked at me,"Can you please lay down with me? Just until I fall asleep, please?" I asked, I was blushing slightly because I asked that. He said nothing for a moment and crawled into bed next to me,"Whatever makes ya happy." He said blankly, he wants me to be happy? I smiled and surprise hugged him, he jumped in surprise slightly. "Whaoh, okay.... I guess you like wrapping your arms around people." He chuckled,"Sorry... I never hugged someone in a long time." I smiled shyly at him, he gave me a questioning look,"Don't you know what a hug is?" I asked,"Hey, I was alone out here for years. I forget about simple stupid things like 'hugs'." He answered, I giggled. Then I buried my face in his chest, it was so warm... "Hey, I just realised, I never got your name.." The boy said,"I'm (Y/N). You are?" I replied,"Jay." Jay answered. Jay, I like that name.. Jay wrapped his arms around me and we soon fell asleep in eachothers arms... so this is what it feels like to be loved...

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Requested by;
Randomdude173

Such a fail! But still good, right?..

I'm out, peace!)



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