The 'Feelings' Journal

8. The Date

Lunch time rolled around. I was sitting at my usual table with Lilly by my side. We talked about what we usually talked about. Until the question I didn't want to answer was asked."So are you excited or what!? Like how do you feel about this date?" Lilly asked me excitedly. I let out a loud groan "Do we have to talk about this now?" I whined. "Yes we do! I can tell you have a lot to say and knowing you I bet you already have your outfit picked out. Don't you?" she said. I looked down guilty. "Aha! I knew it! Now spill it!" she yelled. "Okay fine." I said and took a deep breath. "I do have my outfit picked out." I said and started explaining. "Omg you are going to look amazing!" she said with so much excitement in her voice. "Why are you so excited I'm the one who's going." I asked. "Well someone needs to be cause your obviously not." she said with a straight face. "Well I just...." I started. "well I don't know I want to be excited but having feelings is gross and I ..." I stopped again not really sure how to explain how I felt because I was excited I really was I just didn't like showing people I have feelings. "Yeah I know" Lilly said before I could finish my sentence. "Yeah" I said. This is why we were friends she understands me and how I feel so I don't really have to explain myself. "How are you doing your hair?" she asked changing the subject. "Wavy and pulled to the side." I said now playing with my food. "Oooo sounds cute! Are you going to let you bangs down? Cause you look pretty with your bangs down." she stated. "Mmm... yeah if I can get them to stay down and not act #cray." I said with a giggle. She laughed too remembering how my hair looked when my bangs would friz out and look absolutely cray. We spent the rest of the lunch period talking about hilarious extra cray hair moments.

*End of the day*

I got in my car and drove home. When I got there no-one was home GREAT! I went inside and say my backpack on the table and started on my homework. Now I what your thinking Sam is doing homework What the Fuck!! Well if I wanna ever want leave this house and stay smart, clever, and witty I have to do homework. After a while of doing only half of my homework I checked the time. It was 5:46 so I jumped in the shower. When I got out I grabbed my phone and scrolled through some songs until I settled on listening to some Skrillex. Bangarang... perfect! I looked at my hair in the mirror it and pulled out the bobby pins that was holding my jersey style bump in place. I grabbed my brush and brushed my bangs that feel in waves past my nose. I took them and pushed them to my left side and pulled the rest of my hair to the left. I smiled. Lily was right I did look pretty with my bangs down. I started on my make-up. Nothing too big just the natural some liquid eyeliner, my pinkish-purple lipstick and some blush. I put in some earrings. I had four piercings in my ears, no cartilage though. A spike two diamonds and my diamond bow ear-cuff earrings. I went to the closet and pulled out my dress.

I just looked at it and shook my head. What the hell am I doing! I can't believe that I'm getting all pretty for Jessie the guy I despised. I can't even explian my own motive. Did I even have a motive? "Ugh!! What is this guy doing to me!?" I screamed aloud. I shook my head threw my towel on the ground, grabbed my bra and panties off my bed, and slipped them on. I took another look at the dress... did I actually like this guy? I let out a sigh and put the dress on. The dress was tight but not too tight and it fell just above my knees. I grabbed my Jeffery Campbell heels the red ones with the ankle strap and put them on too. I looked in my full lenght mirror. I look amazing! No wonder he wanted to go on a date with me! Damn! I would date the hell out of me if I looked like this all the time. I sat on my bed and checked the time. 6:53. I got dressed in record time! I stood back in front of my mirror, snapped a picture, and sent it to Lilly. She responded three minutes later

Lilly's text:

OMFG!! YOU LOOK AMAZING AND HOTT! Hope you have a good time and tell me deets when you get home!

I laughed to myself and texted back: For Sure! I sat on my bed when I heard a knock at the front door. I knew it had to be someone who had me we been to my house before because everyone knocks on the side door. I walked down the stairs and saw Jessie through the glass doors. He looked very nervous and he was pacing. I giggled and opened the door. "Hi!" I said happy too happily. "Damn." was all he could say.

A/N I posted Samantha's date night outfit on my Instagram page (@yourfashiondreams) go there to see it