Authors Note

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Following the death of her brother, the disappearance of her father and her unstable mother Belle fell into a pit of grief and depression which she buries under drug and alcohol abuse. Society has labeled her many things causing her to feel worthless until she finds someone who had suffered in similar ways, together they come to terms with who they really are and find the courage to face their demons.

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In this book there will also be references to drug use and I completely support the recreational and medicinal use of marijuana.

There is mature content in this novel (although not very detailed), there will be chapters containing sexual material.

There is a playlist of songs that I think go well with the chapters, they were what I was listening to when I wrote them. Song suggestions would be great! Or any tips or constructive criticism really. Even negative comments, if they make you feel better and ease your stress then throw those at me as well, I don't care in the slightest.

Playlist:

1 - Paint, The Paper Kites

2 - Body Gold, Oh Wonder

3 - Supersoaker, Kings Of Leon

4 - Dancers, Axel Flóvent

5 - First Time, Vance Joy

6 - Romance Languages #2, Cold War Kids

7 - The Words You Say, Harrison Storm

8 - Aeon, Cold War Kids

9 - Faded, Alan Walker

10 - Midnight Moon, Oh Wonder

11 -Use Somebody, Kings Of Leon

12 - I Took A Pill In Ibiza, Mike Posner (original)

13 - All Those Friendly People, Funeral Suits

14 - St Clarity, The Paper Kites

15 - Simple Man, Lynyrd Skynyrd

16 - Landfill, Daughter

17 - Over The Love, Florence and the Machine

18 - Hands Down By Your Side, Funeral Suits

19 - All We Ever Knew, The Head and the Heart

20 -Creature Fear, Bon Iver

21 - Horse Feathers, Albin

22 - Naive, The Kooks

23 - The Funeral, Band of Horses

24 - Little Lion Man, Mumford and Sons

25 - 33 God, Bon Iver

26 - Bottled Affection (Cathedral Version), Cold War Kids

27 - First, Vance Joy

28 - Miracle Mile, Cold War Kids

29 - Ophelia, The Luminaries

30 - Thunderstruck, ACDC

31- Blindsided, Bon Iver

32- Crystals, Of Monsters And Men

33- Beach, Axel Flóvent

34- Smother, Daughter

35- Young & Wild, The Stumbellas

36- Naive, The Kooks

37- Supernova, Iris G

38- Love Love Love,Of Monsters And Men

39- Red Eye, Vance Joy

40- You Don't Come Through, Cold War Kids or Shovels and Dirt, Stumbrellas

41- Still, Daughter

Authors Note - 40 Day Dream, Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros

Other songs that are worth checking out:
- The Fear, Lilly Allen
- 22, Lilly Allen
- Submarines, The Luminaires
- Lost In My Mind, The Head and The Heart
- For Emma, Bon Iver
- Thistled Spring, Horse Feathers
- Into the Sun, Sons of the East
- Lifeforms, Daughter
- Human, Daughter
- Youth, Daughter
- Candles, Daughter
- Fade Away, The Revivalists
- Dark, Luke Sital-Singh
- Stubborn Love, The Luminaires


Thank you for reading my book! Also I will be updating weekly.

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