Coward

Chapter Thirty Eight

When we arrived back at our little spot on the beach I think Steph threw up a little in her mouth as Crystal pointed towards the ocean, demanding that we go for a swim while Logan struggles to keep a straight face. The water, although freezing was somewhat refreshing but the stench of maggot infested, rotten cow still clung to us, refusing to let go.

Crystal then demanded that we are to sit in the back of the truck while she and the two others ride up front. I just shrugged and climbed onto the back as Shane followed mutter things along the line of, "my fricking truck," and, "they can fricking walk."

"Is your aunty and uncle going to be home when we get there?" I ask trying to strike up a conversation.

He shakes his head, "nah they have work overseas they have to do."

I nod my head, "what do they do?"

"They write travel blogs and what not," he grumbles.

I just remain silent for a while as I think. Before I can refrain myself I blurt out, "what about you're parents?" He doesn't answer so I quickly mumble, "you don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

He remains silent and for a while I think he forgot I even asked him something or maybe he didn't hear me but when he spoke his voice filled the silence. "They kicked me out when I came out as bi," he says without emotion, as if he rehearsed that line a million times before he could say it without crying.

I don't say anything for a while until I whisper, "my parents abondoned me too, and take it from me, someone who understands; they are honestly not worth it. Shane you are a wonderful person who I would like to consider my friend and you have been really kind to me and you don't derserve shitty parents."

"So you don't care that I like guys and girls?" He asks hesitantly.

I furrow my eyebrows in confusion, "why would I?"

He just shrugs, "some people do."

I wink at him, "well I'm not like some people."

He rolls his eyes but he smiles softly, "yeah, everybody knows that by now."

I slap his shoulder playfully, "that better be a good thing."

He just rolls his eyes and everything settles into a comfortable silence.

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I smiled at Josh as he stepped out of his car to take my bag and throw it into the trunk. He smirked down at me as he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him as he kissed me softly.

"Did you have a good night?" He asks, not moving away from our close proximity.

"Yeah, a cow exploded on me and all," I chuckled to myself. "What about you?"

"Well I can't imagine how being covered in cow can possibly be a good thing," he shakes his head but smiles. "I just caught up with some mates."

He motioned for me to get in the car by opening the passager side for me, but instead an idea came into my mind. "You know I have never driven your car? Just putting it out there," I looked at him hopefully. A pained but somewhat defeated expression came over his face and I knew he wasn't going to say no. "I'm a good driver Josh."

He sighs and gets in the passenger side and I almost skip my way over to the drivers side. When I slide in and start the engine a smile crosses over my face. "I've always wanted to drive this car since the moment I met you and saw it."

"If you so much as scratch her," he threatens.

I roll my eyes, "oh don't worry I won't."

I smoothly take off and change through the gears as I increase the speed along the country roads. I rev the car out a little as I do this just to hear it but only for the first changes up, then from there everything is smooth. I can tell Josh is somewhat impressed as I move the car through the winedy  roads with the speed and eligence not many possess. Too soon I pull off to the side of the road and decide to give him his car back.

We swap seats but before we take off again he looks over at me with a heated look. "That was so hot," he said lowly.

I raise my eyebrows, "so what are we going to do about it?"

He laughs a little as I slide on top of him as he slides the seat back, "always so straight forward."

"No point beating around the bush," I smirk down at him as I lean back to allow for him to get off his pants. The horn blears and I fall forward into Josh. "Okay that wasn't very smooth," I mumble but he just laughs with me.

He hitches up my dress as I pull off my underwear, he takes it from me and throws it into the back of the car. I dip my head down and kiss him passionately as my hands work to pull off his shirt. Moving my lips down his neck I focus on one area to give him a hickie, when I pull away I smile at my work of art, maybe now he'll know how it feels.

He pulls my dress over my head so I'm only in my bra, I can hear cars going past but I couldn't care less, my mind taken over by lust. He pulls me down to kiss him as his hands move to my waist to lift me up slightly, enough to hover over his cock. I feel him at my entrance as he gently lowers me down, I gasp at the fullness I fell inside me, still surprising me even now.

Then he pulled out before thrusting back in, I can feel him in the deepest parts of me, I can feel him in my lungs. I griped his shoulders tightly as I took control and began to move my hips against him, he would meet my movements, the car windows starting to go foggy. He brought his mouth down to play with my hardened nipples, my breathy moans filling that car as we picked up pace. My fingers moved so they were threaded through his hair, pulling in the strands in a way I know he loves.

I felt him finish inside me, filling me with his seed at the same time as I reached my peak. We rode our organisms out together as my head rested on his neck. I picked my head back up and we high-fived, making it pop.

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