The Aries

the angel and fear

its been weeks, months, maybe even years since the commander died. I have no idea how long its been, I lost track after 1 week. i sit on the bed and bring my knee to my chest, on the nightstand sat the siringe Claire had dropped. a knock landed on my door, "can i come in, zoe" it was chastity. "yes" i said quietly, the door creaked open revealing chastity holding a tray, she wore a simple blue t shirt with jean shorts and sneakers. "how are you doing?" she asked me, i looked at the siringe again "im ok..." i said.

"i made you breakfast... you haven't eaten in days" she brought the tray over and slid the tray onto the bed next to me. "Lucifer said you liked milkshakes so i umm i tried making one with the resources. he also said you liked pancakes so please like it" she said in that fast tone of voice again. my hand slipped out and i picked up the cup while chastity was basically chewing her finger nails off. "relax" i said quietly before i took a sip. my eyes widened "you... made this" i said, she nodded "its amazing" i said in awe.

"really!" she said i hurriedly drank it up and placed it on the nightstand. i inhaled the pancakes in a mater of seconds. she placed the tray on the nightstand and asked "can i sit?" i looked over at her and nodded my head. she sat next to me and leaned back on the headboard. "aren't you inclined to figure out who did this?" she asked me next eyes falling closed. "no because i know i cant beat him" i said, her eyes creaked open and she smiled slightly "no your telling yourself you cant"

"i made the mistake of not taking action because i was held from it! but your siting in your room sulking around. where is that going to bring you? crying cant bring back the dead it only pains the living." my eyes went wide as chastity looked at me. "ive lost people before i know how it feels but sitting here doesn't help anyone but the enemies" she said in a softer tone. i was speechless "my whole family was massacred, the Crea massacre" the crea massacre was something that happened around the time my family was killed. i remember it because Claire was out the door with Michel leaving me and Lucifer.

It wasn't just one family that was killed, it was 6 families. all of them where killed, i remembered sneaking out of the house with Lucifer and sneaking in the backseat. i looked at chastity's eyes again. i let my eyes grow wide her eyes where blue, but different they where blue with a mixture of other shades of blue. "your eyes..." i trailed off, "I've never seen anything like them." chastity looked at her hands. "my little sister, hope was killed right in front of me" chastity said quietly. 

i put my arm across chastitys chest and wrapped her up in my arms. "i didn't know that" i said quietly, "there's no way you would've known" she said. i nodded my head, "so. I'm forcing you to get up again whether you like it or not, we already found another lead" chastity said with a childish grin. "fine" i said and slid out of bed "get a shower first jesus Christ you smell horrible" chastity said. i almost died of laughter. "i miss the polite chastity" i said, "sorry, that was kind of an act, i was actually plotting my escape for that very day you came"

i smiled and shook my head. i walked into the bathroom and stripped of my dress, it fell to the ground in a heap. i turned the knob for the water and watched the water spray from the shower head. i stripped all the way and got in the hot water. it felt good, i shampooed and conditioned my hair, next i washed my body quickly. when i walked out with a towel around me annaleese and chastity where talking. they had just finished agreeing on something. annaleese had mr.cuddles squeezed tightly to her chest.

i grabbed a leather jacket with a black tank top, and black jean pants. i quickly got changed and pulled a brush through my knotted hair until it shined in the light. when i took the brush away from my head pounds of black and aqua hair was laced through it. i heard a knock and the door opened, Lucifer stood in the doorway "hey zo" he said "you guys ready?" he asked. i nodded my head yes i walked out of the door annaleese and chastity following close behind. i slipped into black converse and we where out the door. i walked around the house and grabbed the recognizable motorcycle.

i climbed on, annaleese slid on the back, being she could not fly like Lucifer and chastity could. i followed Lucifer figuring he knew where he was going, "annaleese no cutting my hair" i said. "why not?" she asked, "because  i said so" i laughed. we all continued on our journey to who knows where but being Lucifer is the one guiding us... its probably a strip club...

a/n another short chapter! sorry i haven't had much time to write recently, between school work and other stuff. ill try to keep updating everyday but i cant promise anything.