why do I stay up so late? because I can't bear the thought of the day being over. I can't bear the thought that my life is passing me by. I can't bear the thought that I will never be in this exact moment or day ever again, that it just ended. I can't bear the thought that I'm throwing away hours just to lay in bed and sleep. I can't bear the thought that I'm not living my day to the maximum. pretty soon the days are all going to be over before I know it. because my life is going by so fast. and soon I'll be old and wishing to go back in time to now. I'll wish I had just a couple more hours. those hours that I did nothing with, that I completely wasted. I don't want to regret wasting them for things as silly as sleep.
