you probably think I'm so weird. and that's ok bc I am and I'm stupid and over-dramatic but I honestly don't know where else to put all these thoughts and words bc I just need to get everything off my chest bc if I just write them in my notes or something it'll still be in my head bc it's still just me. if I put them on here I feel like they're gone and out into the world and it's comforting and I'm sorry if it's weird and stupid and over-dramatic but it helps